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Shinbu

Shinbu

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Nov 23, 2019
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Rest in peace LostBoy33. I hope the journey was peaceful.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
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It's been 17 minutes I don't think they could dial the phone at this point even if they wanted to.

@LostBoy33 may you find peace and thank you for providing this feedback to the community.

Question to everyone: are you as surprised as I am to how quickly the OP started to feel the effects of the sn? This was the first time I followed live, a person ending their life, and also ending their pain. I kept looking at the last time the OP was active.

I'm not even sure if it's appropriate for me to be asking this question in this thread, out of respect to the OP. Your thoughts and feelings?

Again, @LostBoy33, I hope you are at peace and thank you again for having the presence of mind to give live feedback.
 
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xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
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I almost feel weird discussing him until we have a final answer on his fate.

But the Klonopin probably helped. He probably chilled and drifted. That's all I hope. :heart:
 
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MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
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@LostBoy33 may you find peace and thank you for providing this feedback to the community.

Question to everyone: are you as surprised as I am to how quickly the OP started to feel the effects of the sn? This was the first time I followed live, a person ending their life, and also ending their pain. I kept looking at the last time the OP was active.

I'm not even sure if it's appropriate for me to be asking this question in this thread, out of respect to the OP. Your thoughts and feelings?

Again, @LostBoy33, I hope you are at peace and thank you again for having the presence of mind to give live feedback.
Nope not surprised at all. I started feeling the effects about 5 minutes after drinking it and that was just last week. It takes about 20 minutes to pass out just like it did for me. It's been documented in the past so it's not surprising really.
 
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sickInsominic42

My destination, eternal slumber
Feb 16, 2020
123
It's been about 30 minutes give it take a few. But I'm sure because of his empty stomach is kicked in faster. So unless he starts to vomit it up I think he should be passing relatively soon. I just hope it wasn't, and if he's still here, isn't painful
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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@LostBoy33 may you find peace and thank you for providing this feedback to the community.

Question to everyone: are you as surprised as I am to how quickly the OP started to feel the effects of the sn? This was the first time I followed live, a person ending their life, and also ending their pain. I kept looking at the last time the OP was active.

I'm not even sure if it's appropriate for me to be asking this question in this thread, out of respect to the OP. Your thoughts and feelings?

Again, @LostBoy33, I hope you are at peace and thank you again for having the presence of mind to give live feedback.

dizziness can set in very quickly, as can tachycardia. you have several minutes before unconscious, but you will feel the effects fast.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
I almost feel weird discussing him until we have a final answer on his fate.

But the Klonopin probably helped. He probably chilled and drifted. That's all I hope. :heart:

I feel the same way. It does feel weird.
 
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Deathwish1968

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Oct 30, 2019
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I feel surreal again. No matter how many times I see this, it has the same effect. I am happy they are no longer suffering, but it is hard to see them leave.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
I feel surreal again. No matter how many times I see this, it has the same effect. I am happy they are no longer suffering, but it is hard to see them leave.

It's my first time seeing it happen live and I was looking for the right word, surreal would be it. Thank you. Mixed emotions, surreal.
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
It's my first time seeing it happen live and I was looking for the right word, surreal would be it. Thank you. Mixed emotions, surreal.

It can be very difficult. If you need to talk, I'm here.
 
sickInsominic42

sickInsominic42

My destination, eternal slumber
Feb 16, 2020
123
Good question.
Supposedly a student at Penn State died. Is this LostBoy? They had briefly mentioned in a post that they were a university student.
It could be. If it was I just hope it went quickly for him
Good question.

It could be. If it was I just hope it went quickly for him
I've read some of the articles. It was most likely him
 
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HelensNepenthe

Thoughtful poster
Jan 17, 2019
835
Good question.

It could be. If it was I just hope it went quickly for him

I've read some of the articles. It was most likely him
Might have not been him since the incident happened on the 16th. My bad.
 
sickInsominic42

sickInsominic42

My destination, eternal slumber
Feb 16, 2020
123
Yeah yesterday was the Sunday the 16th
 
TelstraSuckAFatOne

TelstraSuckAFatOne

Until death comes to collect his debt
Feb 16, 2020
24
You deserve nothing but peace my friend!
 
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NotWhatIExpected

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Jan 27, 2020
403
no nausea for now
slight discomfort in stomach. fast heartbeat. a bit dizzy
Assuming this is real (could have fooled me), good for that kid--it didn't seem so bad at all, the SN

Now I hope his family and everybody are okay though and can live good lives (or more realistically, lives which are bearable pretty easily)

I'm a little skeptical about everything I read on this site, and I have no idea at all what sort of situation this guy left behind, but I find it nice he got a peaceful way out

Maybe there were better things that could have been done instead

I don't know what to say
 
Crushed_Innocence

Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
423
Precious soul be forever at rest....
 
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This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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Sleep well dear friend ❤
 
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Lostgirl1996

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Feb 17, 2020
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Hope you found the peace you deserve ❤️❤️
 
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