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Delia

Delia

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May 15, 2018
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I'll CTB on tuesday. My SN arrived after being sent two times, the first time it got stuck at customs sad little bottle far far away.
Anyways, I'll fetch me a hotel room to do so during that day.
here's my regimen.

Sunday (today)
11pm- 1x10mg meto (primperan)

monday:
7am -1x10mg meto
3pm - 1x10mg meto
11pm -1x10mg meto

tuesday
7am - 1x10mg meto

2pm-1000mg paracetamol
2:15pm-3x10mg meto
2:30pm - 6 to 11mg bromazepam
3pm - SN - Two tablespoon in 50ml water.

side notes: - Unfortunately I do have beta blockers but it's nebivolol, it releases Nitric Oxyde in the heart and vasodilator effects are a nono. I'm not taking Tagamet or any antiacids either because we die like men etc etc (or simply i'm too lazy to go get some of those when it's really not necessary).
- Unfortunately I do have antihistaminics but they're H1. So they're of no use.

For data: I'm 168cm and 68kg.

That's all! If people have already used bromazepam and know the time it takes to take effect, please don't hesitate to tell me about it so I may plan my test on that medication according to what you have to say on the matter.
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
A hope you have a gentle, peaceful transition, surrounding you in love and light ❤
 
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Quarky00

Quarky00

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Dec 17, 2019
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Sounds perfect (well, as perfect as ctb can be:| ).
Just wishing you lots of peace [of mind] now and later :heart:

Spot on about antacids, liked that 'lazy' part :smiling:

I tried to look bromazepam -- "onset of action depends largely upon absorption rate". No shit sherlock :ahhha: thank you big pharma, helpful as always ...
 
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voyager

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Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
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Wishing you two more peaceful days and a smooth transition when it is time. Safe travels, Areean.
 
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TheLastGoodbye

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Oct 23, 2019
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I'm sorry life has come to this for you. I hope you find the peace you are looking for if you do decide to go.
 
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LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
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Goodluck sending you hugs and peace.... :heart:
 
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brokenchair

brokenchair

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Jul 14, 2019
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New to the SN regime, so you have me curious here. Why are you taking metoclopramide, that too from 2 days prior? Also, the paracetamol? I thought we only have to take anti-emetics, just a few hours before. Looking to learn more from your process.

Wish you all the best in any case, hope you find what you're looking for.
 
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Delia

Delia

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May 15, 2018
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I wish to thank all of you guys for your messages, it makes me build courage, a lot of it.

New to the SN regime, so you have me curious here. Why are you taking metoclopramide, that too from 2 days prior? Also, the paracetamol? I thought we only have to take anti-emetics, just a few hours before. Looking to learn more from your process.

Wish you all the best in any case, hope you find what you're looking for.

Hey! So the metoproclamide is an efficient antiemetic for this regimen, it's technically not a requirement to succeed, but using it will prevent you from vomiting which is highly likely to happen when you eat or drink toxic stuff. You don't wanna vomit, that kills the process. I'll link stan's guide to SN for more information. I'm taking the meto starting 2 days prior because i want to build an habit for my body, so that the risks of vomiting are lower than if I take just 30mg Meto stat without any preparations prior to when I take the SN.
The Paracetamol isn't a requirement at all either, but it's a painkiller, which you might want to get to avoid stomach discomfort, headaches etc etc.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
@Areean, I'm sorry life hasn't been a good fit for such a caring spirit. I hope you're safe and comfortable, and wish you an easy exit. Journey well x
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
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I wish you a transition of tranquility ❤
 
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Ghost2211

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2 tablespoons is nearly double the dose needed. One generous tablespoon would be plenty. I would discourage going way over the recommended amount as you may cause more vomiting and discomfort. Also it has been confirmed death can occur even with mild vomiting.

I hope you find piece and relief.
 
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Delia

Delia

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May 15, 2018
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2 tablespoons is nearly double the dose needed. One generous tablespoon would be plenty. I would discourage going way over the recommended amount as you may cause more vomiting and discomfort. Also it has been confirmed death can occur even with mild vomiting.

I hope you find piece and relief.
alright, one generous tablespoon. Noted. Thank you very much for your input!
 
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Manja

Can't wait to die
Nov 27, 2019
182
I plan going on Tuesday too, just in the evening...I'll take one huge tbs of SN and stat meto...good luck to us :)
 
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UpandDownPrincess

UpandDownPrincess

Elementalist
Dec 31, 2019
833
I hope the next couple of days find you at peace, ready for the next stage of your great adventure.

In the meantime, there will always be someone here if you need us for any reason.

:heart:
 
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Delia

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May 15, 2018
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I plan going on Tuesday too, just in the evening...I'll take one huge tbs of SN and stat meto...good luck to us :)
If that's your plan then i'll have one last thought for you as well. I wish you the nest of luck :)!
 
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LMLN

LMLN

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Aug 10, 2019
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Love and peace to you ❤. I'm so sorry its come to this for you.
 
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Manja

Can't wait to die
Nov 27, 2019
182
If that's your plan then i'll have one last thought for you as well. I wish you the nest of luck :)!
Thank you I wish you the same :hug:
Just a quick question, bromazepam is the same as lorazepam in mg?
 
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Shivani

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Oct 29, 2019
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Areean, wishing you strength and hope you find your peace... :hug: :heart:
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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I never got to know you, Areean, but I wish you a smooth transition. I hope you find peace and freedom. I'll be thinking of you and wishing you luck and success. :heart:
 
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Delia

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May 15, 2018
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Thank you I wish you the same :hug:
Just a quick question, bromazepam is the same as lorazepam in mg?
not sure what your question is so i'll try to respond broadly, one pill of lexomil bromazpam is 6mg and... I do not know if bromazepam and lorazepam have the same effect or time of action...
 
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Manja

Can't wait to die
Nov 27, 2019
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not sure what your question is so i'll try to respond broadly, one pill of lexomil bromazpam is 6mg and... I do not know if bromazepam and lorazepam have the same effect or time of action...
I think both are benzo I'll look it up on net thanks anyway :heart:
 
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Skyview

Skyview

Going Blue
Dec 9, 2019
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Wishing you a successful journey on Tuesday , may the transition be swift and smooth.
Sending hugs and love :heart::hug:
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
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Good luck on your journey, keep us up to date with how things go. I hope, when the time comes, its swift and painless :heart:
 
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Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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I hope it all goes well for you.
 
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animatriste

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Oct 31, 2018
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we are all with you. whatever you choose. a world of love
 
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mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
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Hope all goes smooth for you and you find what you are looking for.
 
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charlottewilts

charlottewilts

read Dostoyevsky
Jun 15, 2019
494
looks like you're going before me after all :aw:
i'm so sorry... i wish your circumstances were better and that you didn't want to do this. your art is so pretty and you're a such a kind person. i wish we could've talked more. whether you choose to stay or to go, i hope you can be at peace. sending lots of love :heart:

as for the regimen, i haven't used bronazepam myself, but according to Google it should kick in within one to two hours. be wary though, its sedating effects will be potentiated by the metoclopramide and the fasting; so half an hour before SN should be good so passing out before the drink doesn't occur.
 
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Delia

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May 15, 2018
230
looks like you're going before me after all :aw:
i'm so sorry... i wish your circumstances were better and that you didn't want to do this. your art is so pretty and you're a such a kind person. i wish we could've talked more. whether you choose to stay or to go, i hope you can be at peace. sending lots of love :heart:

as for the regimen, i haven't used bronazepam myself, but according to Google it should kick in within one to two hours. be wary though, its sedating effects will be potentiated by the metoclopramide and the fasting; so half an hour before SN should be good so passing out before the drink doesn't occur.
i've read from your thread that you passed out before you could take SN, shit that must've been upsetting as hell. Well, I'll take your advices.
Somehow i'm glad to see you're still there. I mean it makes me happy somehow to see that you're fine whenI thought you were gone, it's a weird feeling. But anyway.
Thank you very much :>
 
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