Started 48hr regime for SN

[Foster13]

Safe travels friend. Leave all of the worries behind.

 

[Darkhaven]

Friend, i hope everything turns out fine for you, as long as that is your will and choice.
This world really is the most cruel thing ever.
Hopefully all your struggles will dissapear and you may be at peace.
We are here for you.
I will be going with SN too when i make up my mind.

 

[Sadwind]

I don't know you, but I hope your time is pleasant and peaceful. You deserve warmth and peace.

 

[Nem]

Holyfuckingshit peace

 

[TowerUpright]

Peaceful exit, brother.

 

[less than]

How do you feeling now? If there is any doubt you can break off your plan at any time. At least you are virtualy not alone.

 

[WelcomingPain]

My thoughts go out to you, and I wish you a painless journey

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

Wishing you a peaceful and quiet passing. Thank you for your time with us.

 

[Foster13]

Guess that's it..

 

[Kitodai]

15 more hours to go until I take the SN. Thank you all for being here with me on my final day. It's comforting not to be alone in this endeavor.

 

[Rachel74]

Thinking of you

 

[Darkhaven]

15 more hours to go until I take the SN. Thank you all for being here with me on my final day. It's comforting not to be alone in this endeavor.

We'll be here for you.
You won't walk alone.

 

[JSauter]

Just for my own clarification: you took 10mg of meto every 8 hours and have 2 doses left?

 

[trynacbt]

I hope all goes well. We are with you.

 

[Kitodai]

Just for my own clarification: you took 10mg of meto every 8 hours and have 2 doses left?

Yes, that's right.

 

[Polka]

You are not alone. You can talk it over if you wish. Main problem seems to be early detection and anti-emetics.

 

[Kitodai]

2 1/2 more hours to go. Just finished writing my note.

 

[Neverod]

How's everything going at the moment? I hope you didn't experienced any side effects from the meto.
I'm feeling anxious just reading at your post, thinking i'll do the same in a few days...

 

[Kitodai]

How's everything going at the moment? I hope you didn't experienced any side effects from the meto.
I'm feeling anxious just reading at your post, thinking i'll do the same in a few days...

Feeling a little scared, and thankfully the meto worked like a charm for me without any consequences. I just hope it'll feel like going into a peaceful slumber.
Just took my stat dose of meto. Will be taking tagamet shortly.

 

[Kitodai]

...damn, even after getting this far; I realize that I can't go through with this after all. Looking at the SN glass terrifies me too much.

 

[cookiedough]

...damn, even after getting this far; I realize that I can't go through with this after all. Looking at the SN glass terrifies me too much.

Is the fear of dying outweighing the suffering you're going through in this life?

 

[Kitodai]

Is the fear of dying outweighing the suffering you're going through in this life?

Up until just moments ago, my answer was decidedly no, but once I prepared the concoction...an unshakable sense of fear came over me.

 

[cookiedough]

Up until just moments ago, my answer was decidedly no, but once I prepared the concoction...an unshakable sense of fear came over me.

I can definitely understand that extremely intense fear. One drink away from death. So are going to start recovering or anything? Or are you going to try again in a different way?

 

[Stan]

Up until just moments ago, my answer was decidedly no, but once I prepared the concoction...an unshakable sense of fear came over me.

If now is not your time then don't. Many people have experienced the same thing. There is nothing to worry about, just take your time and pour it away, come back and have a chat.

 

[Polka]

Make a list for and against as you put this attempt to one side.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

You are brave for getting this far. There is always another opportunity for another try. Consider this a practice run.

 

[Jean4]

No worries. If it is not your time, it isn't your time. Get medical attention should you need it. No reason to be ashamed.

 

[Soul]

@Kitodai, I hope you're getting some good rest. Be sure to drink plenty of water, get some sun on your skin, eat your spinach and be gentle with yourself. x