Drinking SN on the street.

[Unknown21]

I can't seem to do it at home, I'm feeling so anxious and my survival instinct is kicking in. Also I can't look them in the eye and I'll kill myself right after. There is also a possibility that I will be found at home because there is no privacy. I feel so guilty and my survival instinct is heightened because of this. I feel anxious and threatened because I am sensitive due to my fears of anything unfamiliar, my survival instinct is less in public places or the street because of this. I don't have the money to book a hotel, and even if I did, I would have to book a hotel in another city, because in my country there are laws that prevent booking a hotel in the same city you live in.
I was planning to drink SN and sleep on the sidewalk but I don't know if this will work or if there is a possibility of saving me.

 

[TBONTB]

I can't seem to do it at home, I'm feeling so anxious and my survival instinct is kicking in. Also I can't look them in the eye and I'll kill myself right after. There is also a possibility that I will be found at home because there is no privacy. I feel so guilty and my survival instinct is heightened because of this. I feel anxious and threatened because I am sensitive due to my fears of anything unfamiliar, my survival instinct is less in public places or the street because of this. I don't have the money to book a hotel, and even if I did, I would have to book a hotel in another city, because in my country there are laws that prevent booking a hotel in the same city you live in.
I was planning to drink SN and sleep on the sidewalk but I don't know if this will work or if there is a possibility of saving me.

I understand this dilemma, experiencing something similar.!

I think there is a very high chance of someone intervening if you are on the street. You will be lying down and likely vomiting. It's hard to imagine someone wouldn't call for help.

 

[vak]

You'll probably end up vomiting, and someone might call an ambulance. I originally planned to do it in a park before settling on the hotel idea - it's more private than a sidewalk, and you can hide in a bush

 

[cowboypants]

Unless you can hide really well and are out of sight for a couple of hours. People will intervene. Some of the symptoms will be hard for others to ignore

 

[Freedomm]

This is ugly, they will find you quickly, inject methylene blue and your attempt will fail.

 

[Roadrunner]

What about an old rarely visited cemetery? Anything like that near by?

 

[quietwoods]

I don't have the money to book a hotel, and even if I did, I would have to book a hotel in another city, because in my country there are laws that prevent booking a hotel in the same city you live in.

What nonsense law is this

 

[death_bed221]

I have no idea where u live but does ur city have a forest or some isolated place people don't really go? Maybe some abandoned building or something?

 

[eggsausagerice]

I have no idea where u live but does ur city have a forest or some isolated place people don't really go? Maybe some abandoned building or something?

yeah, it would be easy to find a forest or park since most cities have them

 

[Unknown21]

What nonsense law is this

I live in a north African, 3rd world country, almost the worst country in the world. No wonder such things happen in this shithole.

What about an old rarely visited cemetery? Anything like that near by?

I think about this, even though most of the people who live there where I live are mostly bandits.

I have no idea where u live but does ur city have a forest or some isolated place people don't really go? Maybe some abandoned building or something?

There are no forests there, 95% of the country is desert. I don't know, but I will see if I can find abandoned buildings. Or public parks, even though they are very crowded in my city.

 

[Hellis]

It's such a stupid thing to do, but the idea of someone caring enough to save me sounds so nice, even if it is a stranger.

 

[Unknown21]

It's such a stupid thing to do, but the idea of someone caring enough to save me sounds so nice, even if it is a stranger.

I never thought I would think of something like this, but the options are very limited in the swamp of shit I live in.

 

[Vivissa]

In my city there are parks were are not permanent vigiliance. I plan to drink SN aprox 7pm. I hope night covered me, until next day.

 

[bankai]

There's something called agonal breathing which will just give you away. People will know that you're dying. And then they'll step in and save you. And create a reddit thread afterwards about how they saved you. And then you'll go into medical debt and be much worse off?


Please reconsider.