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possessed

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So let's say I'm in a hotel room. And I don't want to be saved because I want to die. Should I try to hide the remaining SN in another place, or go out and throw them in the trash? So they don't know what I've ingested right there?

And does this even matter?
 
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I think it would be good to get rid of the SN or at least the original container, so they can´t track the source so easily if they want to.

Sidenote: I read in another thread someone was marking it as cyanide, because then they would give more SN since it´d help against it (no idea if thats true).
But since SN is now very common (?) they probably know what you´ve taken anyways, the skin will change its color dramatically.
 
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I think it would be good to get rid of the SN or at least the original container, so they can´t track the source so easily if they want to.

Sidenote: I read in another thread someone was marking it as cyanide, because then they would give more SN since it´d help against it (no idea if thats true).
But since SN is now very common (?) they probably know what you´ve taken anyways, the skin will change color dramatically.
Omg that's hilariously fucked up.

Body looks different under cyanide (red skin) than SN (blue skin), so that is unlikely to trick anybody - but it could, people can react differently to certain substances and they don't have much time to help or think. But holy fuck that's fucked up. Please don't do stuff like this.

And yes, it is used in curing cyanide poisoning, a lot of scientific information about it online.
 
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I would move the SN from its original container, still keep it tightly sealed and protected from heat and light and moisture. I would then measure out 50 grams for your attempt to take with you to the hotel. The rest I would hide somewhere in your house in case your attempt fails. Do not throw away that resource!
 
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I would move the SN from its original container, still keep it tightly sealed and protected from heat and light and moisture. I would then measure out 50 grams for your attempt to take with you to the hotel. The rest I would hide somewhere in your house in case your attempt fails. Do not throw away that resource!
But will moving the SN worsen its effect? Is it alright to move it to any air-locked leak proof container / box?
 
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Forveleth

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Mar 26, 2024
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But will moving the SN worsen its effect? Is it alright to move it to any air-locked leak proof container / box?
Exposing it to air for a few minutes is not going to ruin it. I have seen this stuff sit on shelves for a decade and be fine.
 
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