Kikorama
New Member
- May 19, 2026
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Hello this is my first post here
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Introduction of myself:
I'm 24 5'5 virgin who has a crippling chronic pain condition that missfires pain signals on my limbs constantly everyday, making it impossible for me to work, have fun or have a social life.
as of 16 was when i first got symptoms couple months later i went to the hospital that treats kids and teenagers at the time i didn't know what chronic pain was soo my descriptions to doctors were very basic and could be that could be missleading to them, i did a number of exams they all came out normal but the pain still was in me, in school i would get bullied but i managed to finish highschool.
I wanted to get a second opinion about my condition but covid starts and since hospitals are overoccopied and i somehow manage to start working as an online video editor on Fiverr and making money until 2024 i say i can't take it anymore and i go get that second chance to explain to doctors but now more experienced in medical terms and explain better how i feel etc
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Main Post:
I live in Portugal Public healthcare is terrible just to get a single exam i have to wait months than to get an appointment another few months i have been 2,5 years in this second attempt (10 years total) and i feel like things aren't moving.
Also the pain medication they gave me isn't easing the pain and that makes me panic even more because doctors are my only hope and they can't figure out a treatment, I'm just tired of waiting and not get any results, I'm comming to a point where i might take matters to my own hands and start a legal peacefull protest outside the hospital where i will have a cardboard with my motive of wanting to be assisted urgently and i will get a backpack of water and thats it.
i will starve myself until the hospital stops neglecting me , and if police tries to put me in a mental hospital or remove me without my consent that would be ilegal and i will threaten to sue them and i won't sign any consent form, from the mental hospital.
If i feel like necessary i will post it on tik toks to raise awerness and have people on my side and make the hospital look bad soo they have no choice but to treat me, I'm not trying to get attention from news outlets but if someone cares to pay for private treatment for me i will take it but i won't beg for a fundraiser because thats not the kind of person i am, despite my condition i'm not even on Disability wellfare as because i feel like thats basically me giving up on life.
If by the end of this year no treatment works i will just request the hosptial to euthanize me and donate my organs or if they deny that i will lock myself in the hospital bathroom and take SN and die there, maybe then the governament stops neglecting people
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Introduction of myself:
I'm 24 5'5 virgin who has a crippling chronic pain condition that missfires pain signals on my limbs constantly everyday, making it impossible for me to work, have fun or have a social life.
as of 16 was when i first got symptoms couple months later i went to the hospital that treats kids and teenagers at the time i didn't know what chronic pain was soo my descriptions to doctors were very basic and could be that could be missleading to them, i did a number of exams they all came out normal but the pain still was in me, in school i would get bullied but i managed to finish highschool.
I wanted to get a second opinion about my condition but covid starts and since hospitals are overoccopied and i somehow manage to start working as an online video editor on Fiverr and making money until 2024 i say i can't take it anymore and i go get that second chance to explain to doctors but now more experienced in medical terms and explain better how i feel etc
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Main Post:
I live in Portugal Public healthcare is terrible just to get a single exam i have to wait months than to get an appointment another few months i have been 2,5 years in this second attempt (10 years total) and i feel like things aren't moving.
Also the pain medication they gave me isn't easing the pain and that makes me panic even more because doctors are my only hope and they can't figure out a treatment, I'm just tired of waiting and not get any results, I'm comming to a point where i might take matters to my own hands and start a legal peacefull protest outside the hospital where i will have a cardboard with my motive of wanting to be assisted urgently and i will get a backpack of water and thats it.
i will starve myself until the hospital stops neglecting me , and if police tries to put me in a mental hospital or remove me without my consent that would be ilegal and i will threaten to sue them and i won't sign any consent form, from the mental hospital.
If i feel like necessary i will post it on tik toks to raise awerness and have people on my side and make the hospital look bad soo they have no choice but to treat me, I'm not trying to get attention from news outlets but if someone cares to pay for private treatment for me i will take it but i won't beg for a fundraiser because thats not the kind of person i am, despite my condition i'm not even on Disability wellfare as because i feel like thats basically me giving up on life.
If by the end of this year no treatment works i will just request the hosptial to euthanize me and donate my organs or if they deny that i will lock myself in the hospital bathroom and take SN and die there, maybe then the governament stops neglecting people
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