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Luchs

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If I kill myself, I'll probably do it with a knife, just stab my stomache and chest a bunch of times until I can't, then bleed out on the floor. Even if I am found, there'll be nothing anyone can do about me dying.

Any input on your side, guys? How sure is it that the method would kill me?
 
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If I kill myself, I'll probably do it with a knife, just stab my stomache and chest a bunch of times until I can't, then bleed out on the floor. Even if I am found, there'll be nothing anyone can do about me dying.

Any input on your side, guys? How sure is it that the method would kill me?
from what ive read throughout time it wont be easy. it might seem like a simple push and its done but its a lot more than that.
the best place to hit would be the heart, and even then you'd have to be strong to push it all the way through.
and subconsciousness would make it even harder since your body wont want you to die.
there are easier methods.
 
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from what ive read throughout time it wont be easy. it might seem like a simple push and its done but its a lot more than that.
the best place to hit would be the heart, and even then you'd have to be strong to push it all the way through.
and subconsciousness would make it even harder since your body wont want you to die.
there are easier methods.
I'd just get shitfaced off of vofmdka beforehand, might get some blood thinning medication to take beforehand.
 
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I'd just get shitfaced off of vofmdka beforehand, might get some blood thinning medication to take beforehand.
perhaps but it will still be difficult. and if someone finds you or you done die you'll be stuck with some serious and fatal wounds.
 
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Honestly, this isn't as surefire as you'd be inclined to think it is. It takes a lot of effort and strength for the knife to break through the skin. Even if you are successful, you might only end up inflicting shallow wounds, or nicking places that might cause painful internal bleeding but that might not be enough to kill you.

I only tried killing myself with a knife once, but I was stopped before I could do it. I think if you're angry or desperate enough you might have a shot, but it's going to suck, and it's going to be painful.
I don't really care about it hurting, if anything I deserve it. Also, I tend to have impulsive moments of self hatred and anger, I definetly think that I could overcome my SI in such a case.
 
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I am all for it as a method, what concerns me, however, is the surprising low rate of lethality. Personally, I would prefer this method over, say, full suspension hanging. Perhaps the trick is to get drunk and use benzodiazepines simultaneously. All ctb takes guts and courage, but this method seems particularly frightening to me.
 
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perhaps but it will still be difficult. and if someone finds you or you done die you'll be stuck with some serious and fatal wounds.

I've got an old military bayonet, really pointy and 30 cm long, if I ram it into my stomache and chest a few times my fate would be sealed. So many 30cm deep wounds can't all be treated in time, right?
I am all for it as a method, what concerns me, however, is the surprising low rate of lethality. Personally, I would prefer this method over, say, full suspension hanging. Perhaps the trick is to get drunk and use benzodiazepines simultaneously. All ctb takes guts and courage, but this method seems particularly frightening to me.
I'd choose it over hanging, because I despise the feeling of suffocating and falling, so neither methods of hanging are desirable to me.
 
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I've got an old military bayonet, really pointy and 30 cm long, if I ram it into my stomache and chest a few times my fate would be sealed. So many 30cm deep wounds can't all be treated in time, right?

I'd choose it over hanging, because I despise the feeling of suffocating and falling, so neither methods of hanging are desirable to me.
its tough to pull off but possible. there are other ways such as poison or overdose.
 
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I am all for it as a method, what concerns me, however, is the surprising low rate of lethality. Personally, I would prefer this method over, say, full suspension hanging. Perhaps the trick is to get drunk and use benzodiazepines simultaneously. All ctb takes guts and courage, but this method seems particularly frightening to me.
I reason too that wounds by knife would be preferable should you fail. Those are concealable; if you fail with hanging, you are left with a reminder that all can see for thereafter of your life.
 
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MoreThanAFeeling

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Stabbing yourself is easy but getting the blade out of your wound is harder than most think. The pain is unbearable.
 
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Perhaps stabbing would be better after all. But, again, the purportedly low rate of lethality concerns me somewhat.
Stabbing yourself is easy but getting the blade out of your wound is harder than most think. The pain is unbearable.
What if multiple blades were used?
 
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Stabbing yourself is easy but getting the blade out of your wound is harder than most think. The pain is unbearable.
I only need to land a proper blow once. If I hit the arteries in the center of the stomache I am a goner. If you only damage one of the arteries in your thighs you bleed out in like 10 minutes, now imagine cutting the bloodflow for the entire lower body.
 

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I only need to land a proper blow once. If I hit the arteries in the center of the stomache I am a goner. If you only damage one of the arteries in your thighs you bleed out in like 10 minutes, now imagine cutting the bloodflow for the entire lower body.
thanx for the data; I will definately consider it. It seems quick, and if done in a bathroom or forest, would cinch the deal. I have read that the Japanese frequently do this in what they call "shiggai".
 
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Perhaps the best advice I can give you is to research the Samurai method of Sepukku. It is what you are planning to do, and following such a legendary tradition I believe will certainly give you the best results.

But know that there is no secret magic behind this method: it is all in the mind. Such is suffering, a mere thought, a temporary feeling. But the peace that awaits us in the afterlife, is eternal.
Should you decide to proceed with this method, above all else, this is the time for you to sit down, in silence, and think if this is what you want to do. Fully grasp the decision you are about to take, and be sure you actually want to end it all.
Should you accept this is how you want to go, then I would advice you to research as much as you can on the time given the Sepukku, and the samurai philosophy. Use it to prepare your mind for what is to come. And when the time comes, if you are absolutely certain of your decision, and if your mind is completely clean of any negative thoughts, and focused on the future of eternal peace ahead of you, I promise you, no pain will afflict you, and you will have the peaceful death you deserve.

Should you decide to stay with us, I wish you a long and plentiful life. Should you decide to leave us, I wish you nothing, for I know you shall find peace.
Many thanx for your thorough account of seppuku. I fear undertaking it, because I personally feel I lack the emotional strength to undertake it. I am familiar with seppuku, but my knowledge is scanty...what about Japanese method called, uh, I believe,"shiggai". As I understand it, it involves a deep, lengthwise slice up and not across, the arm. You seem to have a great deal of knowledge regarding seppuku. Are you familiar.with shiggai? I maybe wrong in the spelling, however.
 
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Perhaps the best advice I can give you is to research the Samurai method of Sepukku. It is what you are planning to do, and following such a legendary tradition I believe will certainly give you the best results.

But know that there is no secret magic behind this method: it is all in the mind. Such is suffering, a mere thought, a temporary feeling. But the peace that awaits us in the afterlife, is eternal.
Should you decide to proceed with this method, above all else, this is the time for you to sit down, in silence, and think if this is what you want to do. Fully grasp the decision you are about to take, and be sure you actually want to end it all.
Should you accept this is how you want to go, then I would advice you to research as much as you can on the time given the Sepukku, and the samurai philosophy. Use it to prepare your mind for what is to come. And when the time comes, if you are absolutely certain of your decision, and if your mind is completely clean of any negative thoughts, and focused on the future of eternal peace ahead of you, I promise you, no pain will afflict you, and you will have the peaceful death you deserve.

Should you decide to stay with us, I wish you a long and plentiful life. Should you decide to leave us, I wish you nothing, for I know you shall find peace.
Sorry but telling someone they will feel no pain if they commit seppuku is about the most irresponsible thing I've seen on here to date. If I was the sort of person who reported things to the admins, this would be the one.

The whole concept behind seppuku is that it's the most excruciating way to kill themselves that the samurai could come up with - and they did it to prove their fearlessness of pain.

If someone wants to slice their belly open and watch their entrails fall out onto their lap, that's their decision. But they should be under no illusion that it will be absolute agony.
Furthermore, even those brave enough to commit seppuku had a second standing by to decapitate them as disembowelling, whilst fatal, is far from instantaneous and the agony is only increased by the release of the potent acids contained in the intestines which will be released by this method and eat through the surrounding flesh. The corrosive effects of the acid is why 'gut shots' are the most feared wounds for anyone involved in a firefight.

I won't report you but I sincerely request that you remove or revise your post to tell the OP the truth about just how much this method will hurt and how long it will take them to die from disembowelling.
 
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Sorry but telling someone they will feel no pain if they commit seppuku is about the most irresponsible thing I've seen on here to date. If I was the sort of person who reported things to the admins, this would be the one.

The whole concept behind seppuku is that it's the most excruciating way to kill themselves that the samurai could come up with - and they did it to prove their fearlessness of pain.

If someone wants to slice their belly open and watch their entrails fall out onto their lap, that's their decision. But they should be under no illusion that it will be absolute agony.
Furthermore, even those brave enough to commit seppuku had a second standing by to decapitate them as disembowelling, whilst fatal, is far from instantaneous and the agony is only increased by the release of the potent acids contained in the intestines which will be released by this method and eat through the surrounding flesh. The corrosive effects of the acid is why 'gut shots' are the most feared wounds for anyone involved in a firefight.

I won't report you but I sincerely request that you remove or revise your post to tell the OP the truth about just how much this method will hurt and how long it will take them to die from disembowelling.

I apologize. I deleted all my comments.
 
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RedDEE

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Hey, I'm all for it. I mean, I wouldn't want to die that way, but if that's what you truly desire, I say go for it. Some people want to hang themselves, some want to drown, some want to jump off a cliff. Who am I to judge the method you choose - what sounds like pain to me could be pleasure to another.

I will say, if you're gonna do it, do it right. Use a long enough knife, and sharpen the fuck out of it to make sure it's sharp enough. Get real drunk and take some benzos before you do it. Stabbing yourself sounds hardcore - so be hardcore about it. Get real fucked up, crank up some death metal as loud as it will go, sharpen your knife while you curse everyone who did you wrong, snort a big line of meth and yell "HAIL SATAN" then stab yourself through the fucking heart.

Hell yeah, I like your style man.
 
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Hey, I'm all for it. I mean, I wouldn't want to die that way, but if that's what you truly desire, I say go for it. Some people want to hang themselves, some want to drown, some want to jump off a cliff. Who am I to judge the method you choose - what sounds like pain to me could be pleasure to another.

I will say, if you're gonna do it, do it right. Use a long enough knife, and sharpen the fuck out of it to make sure it's sharp enough. Get real drunk and take some benzos before you do it. Stabbing yourself sounds hardcore - so be hardcore about it. Get real fucked up, crank up some death metal as loud as it will go, sharpen your knife while you curse everyone who did you wrong, snort a big line of meth and yell "HAIL SATAN" then stab yourself through the fucking heart.

Hell yeah, I like your style man.
That's really metal.
Also, would this be bayonet good enough?
 

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If you're asking for my opinion, I think its ridiculous. I hope you're one intense individual because it's going to take some near superhuman level self control to repeatedly stab yourself in the stomach. The pain of each stab...knowing after the first one you have to keep going or you risk living...

Out of all the people who cant overcome SI with much, much, much more peaceful methods, you have the odds against you. Statically speaking self mutilation is one of the least popular and least successful methods due to not enough commitment. You have to be out of your mind.

I'm not judging, and maybe you actually do have it in you..but I'll probably never understand why,
 
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I don't know about the bayonet, but, um...you gonna eat those Pringles?
 
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That bayonet looks about as sharp as that can of pringles, bro. If you stab yourself to death with that thing, you are one badass mother fucker.

Like, I really don't understand it. If you think you're tough enough to stab yourself REPEATEDLY through the stomach and heart with a dull hunk of metal probably from the WWII era, why don't you think you're tough enough to endure the pains of life?

I mean, the fact that you have a bayonet tells me you have military background. You're stronger than this, man. I want to die because I'm weak, I admit it. You're obviously not, you probably wrestle grizzly bears for fun. What's got you down, man?
 
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Sounds painful. Why not the traditional SN or N?
 
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Luchs

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Aug 20, 2019
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I don't know about the bayonet, but, um...you gonna eat those Pringles?
Already empty :wink:
That bayonet looks about as sharp as that can of pringles, bro. If you stab yourself to death with that thing, you are one badass mother fucker.

Like, I really don't understand it. If you think you're tough enough to stab yourself REPEATEDLY through the stomach and heart with a dull hunk of metal probably from the WWII era, why don't you think you're tough enough to endure the pains of life?

I mean, the fact that you have a bayonet tells me you have military background. You're stronger than this, man. I want to die because I'm weak, I admit it. You're obviously not, you probably wrestle grizzly bears for fun. What's got you down, man?
It's not made to cut, it is for stabbing, and I can assure you that it is pointy as hell.
That bayonet looks about as sharp as that can of pringles, bro. If you stab yourself to death with that thing, you are one badass mother fucker.

Like, I really don't understand it. If you think you're tough enough to stab yourself REPEATEDLY through the stomach and heart with a dull hunk of metal probably from the WWII era, why don't you think you're tough enough to endure the pains of life?

I mean, the fact that you have a bayonet tells me you have military background. You're stronger than this, man. I want to die because I'm weak, I admit it. You're obviously not, you probably wrestle grizzly bears for fun. What's got you down, man?
Overall depression and emotional instability for the last decade of my life. I don' t have a military background, but want to join after I finish my education, since I have a keen interest in military history and the technology of modern and future weapons. Too sad that I'll probably never get to go.

Also, the bayonet is a WW1 one, Austro Hungarian. Thanks for asking man.
Sounds painful. Why not the traditional SN or N?
I just sort of dislike the chemical approach, I'd much rather take everything into my own hand, than give myself to the mercy of a chemical.
 
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There is no guarantee you will do that, we are not samurais.
It may be not easy even to puncture a huge callus on your foot.
Pain will tell you to stop.
 
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Pan

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If you're asking for my opinion, I think its ridiculous. I hope you're one intense individual because it's going to take some near superhuman level self control to repeatedly stab yourself in the stomach. The pain of each stab...knowing after the first one you have to keep going or you risk living...

Out of all the people who cant overcome SI with much, much, much more peaceful methods, you have the odds against you. Statically speaking self mutilation is one of the least popular and least successful methods due to not enough commitment. You have to be out of your mind.

I'm not judging, and maybe you actually do have it in you..but I'll probably never understand why,
There is no guarantee you will do that, we are not samurais.
It may be not easy even to puncture a huge callus on your foot.
Pain will tell you to stop.
You are more than likely right, Faust, and yes, I am not a samurai. As for method, I am back yet again with hanging as avenue of choice. Thanx for welcome back; I was banned for a time, but won my appeal. I was banned for public posting about ctb party at my home. So it goes.
If you're asking for my opinion, I think its ridiculous. I hope you're one intense individual because it's going to take some near superhuman level self control to repeatedly stab yourself in the stomach. The pain of each stab...knowing after the first one you have to keep going or you risk living...

Out of all the people who cant overcome SI with much, much, much more peaceful methods, you have the odds against you. Statically speaking self mutilation is one of the least popular and least successful methods due to not enough commitment. You have to be out of your mind.

I'm not judging, and maybe you actually do have it in you..but I'll probably never understand why,
Did you create drawing as your avatar, hollow point? It's great! I don't know what it is about you, hollow Point, but I get good vibes from you. You're tough, and a survivor! May I pm you?
 
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You are more than likely right, Faust, and yes, I am not a samurai. As for method, I am back yet again with hanging as avenue of choice. Thanx for welcome back; I was banned for a time, but won my appeal. I was banned for public posting about ctb party at my home. So it goes.

Did you create drawing as your avatar, hollow point? It's great! I don't know what it is about you, hollow Point, but I get good vibes from you. You're tough, and a survivor! May I pm you?

No I didn't, just found it. The artist has their signature on the bottom right if anybody can recognize it.

Thanks I appreciate that. Yea I'm open to PM's if you want
 
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It's better if you don't, try to find a less traumatic way to go.
 
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Pan

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If not stabbing, what method would you sugg st? I have considered full suspension, with a lo of help from beers and Xanax
 
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Jan 11, 2020
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Already empty :wink:

Whatever. I only like original flavor anyway, I definitely wouldn't have lowered my high standards for them. And I was NOT going to ask you to leave them to me in your will or ctb note.

Pssh.....
 

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