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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
703
so, quick disclaimer… i do want to fucking die.

however, i've also been entertaining the idea of getting some drugs from the dealers in the lab coats (psychiatrist, pharmacist) 😂.

i want to know from the ssri crowd which meds cause "emotional blunting."
like, seriously, which meds can i pop that will emotionally turn me into a fucking pool noodle.

because i literally can't with my mind anymore and I feel like I can be more "locked in" and less in my head if nothing is there.

if y'all can help me with those recommendations, that would be dope (no pun intended) because I need to know what meds I can convince the psych to prescribe me with.

teehee <3
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
346
so, quick disclaimer… i do want to fucking die.

however, i've also been entertaining the idea of getting some drugs from the dealers in the lab coats (psychiatrist, pharmacist) 😂.

i want to know from the ssri crowd which meds cause "emotional blunting."
like, seriously, which meds can i pop that will emotionally turn me into a fucking pool noodle.

because i literally can't with my mind anymore and I feel like I can be more "locked in" and less in my head if nothing is there.

if y'all can help me with those recommendations, that would be dope (no pun intended) because I need to know what meds I can convince the psych to prescribe me with.

teehee <3
I have tried sertraline and voxitin , they are both in ssri range. None of them helped me with emotional blunting
 
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Douggy82

Specialist
Nov 4, 2024
306
Get a recommendation from your doctor. They actually know their drugs pretty well
 
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limenlux

limenlux

Impermanent
Jul 12, 2026
202
In my personal experience, citalopram/Celexa made me feel like a block of wood. I didn't care for this, as it impacted my job performance at the time, and made the qualitative difference between winning the lottery and walking into traffic seem negligible. In hindsight, I should have doubled my dose and sauntered into the loving embrace of truck-kun.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,871
Just so you know, SSRIs effect everyone differently. So your millage may very based on recommendations said.

That said, I took venlafaxine and it made me not give a fuck about anything. I had some emotions but was very "eh, whatever". I also had a ton of other unpleasant side effects so I quit taking it.
 
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