echoINTHEMIRROR
Member
- Apr 25, 2026
- 34
I just dony feel like i matter to thepeople that amtter to me
2 partners have either gone days without even responding to my messages or literally never check up on me and has gone a month without texting me
The latter constantly ignores my boundaries until im triggered and consistantly describes me as "fragile" for being disabled, and when i miss multiple days of class in a row she just... ignores it. The friends ive made massive projects for havent really acknowledged me or my interests in calls and tend to gloss over me. I don't know how to keep friendships going and i want to die. ive been alone for almost all 18 years of my stupid life and i didnt even think id make it this far. i dont know why im still trying. im never going to transition or make real friends or even survive. every interest ive had has been useless and obsolete and nobody fucking cares about me besides my great aunt who doesnt fully understand any of what im going through and every day it seems lessand less worth it. im tired. im so tired.
Sorry for typos, crying. I love you all.
2 partners have either gone days without even responding to my messages or literally never check up on me and has gone a month without texting me
The latter constantly ignores my boundaries until im triggered and consistantly describes me as "fragile" for being disabled, and when i miss multiple days of class in a row she just... ignores it. The friends ive made massive projects for havent really acknowledged me or my interests in calls and tend to gloss over me. I don't know how to keep friendships going and i want to die. ive been alone for almost all 18 years of my stupid life and i didnt even think id make it this far. i dont know why im still trying. im never going to transition or make real friends or even survive. every interest ive had has been useless and obsolete and nobody fucking cares about me besides my great aunt who doesnt fully understand any of what im going through and every day it seems lessand less worth it. im tired. im so tired.
Sorry for typos, crying. I love you all.
