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hi-okbye

hi-okbye

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May 5, 2023
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sometimes I'll just be driving on the road, particularly a long one with a high speed limit.

just sitting there watching the road fly by my eyes bring such a peaceful feeling in my mind. sometimes I have to fight intrusive thoughts just saying to go faster, as much as I can, until I just crash something. i know it would probably hurt a lot, but it just feels so peaceful in my mind.

does anyone else experience this sometimes?
 
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The problem with this is that you don't have the road to yourself, there's always other drivers to be mindful of. Crashing into something may take another life too even if it is yours that you only want to take.
 
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You should get a motorcycle.
 
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Crashing a car is the worst way to try to go. Most of the time you read about the driver/culprit surviving while killing others.
 
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Kit1

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sometimes I'll just be driving on the road, particularly a long one with a high speed limit.

just sitting there watching the road fly by my eyes bring such a peaceful feeling in my mind. sometimes I have to fight intrusive thoughts just saying to go faster, as much as I can, until I just crash something. i know it would probably hurt a lot, but it just feels so peaceful in my mind.

does anyone else experience this sometimes?
I abosukteky love driving - motorway driving, but especially through mountains, quiet country lanes etc. I don't exceed the speed limit - though when I have been abroad and the speed limits are allot.ore relaxed, I have gone on maximum speed and found it okay. However what I find more peaceful is driving though mountains, by the seaside etc.., at a steady speed, cruising and when it is quieter - I tend to do a lot of driving between midnight and 5am..,
 
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You should get a motorcycle.
Yeah, this right here will definitely do especially if it's anything above 600cc, let alone the big bikes of Ducati and BMW at 1000cc.
 
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Redacted24

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Nov 20, 2023
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Agreed... today's autos have so many safety features it's really risky to try out this way.... waking up in hospital with shattered everything and losing your freedom of movement would be awful.
 
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