Hangman.

Hangman.

Experienced
May 22, 2025
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I need to meditate
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
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Meow meow moew meow meow meow meow meow meow
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MissAbyss

Main character in my own inconvenience.
Jul 20, 2025
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
668
I just found a new SN source probably members have not ever talked about. I want to share general information on this.
  • The supplier name is "HF." So I'll call it "HF SN."
  • You cannot buy HF SN from the supplier directly. There are many resellers. In some regions even local grocery stores are reselling. You can buy it offline without worrying about being scammed.
  • Unlike SN from other sources, HF SN is packaged with a can. Maybe this is the most protective packaging for this product.
  • HF SN contains some materials other than SN. But it is absolutely food grade SN.
  • HF SN products have many variations. It seems the variations come from the propotion of the extra materials. I don't know which is the most effective for CTB. But I would recommend the "Classic" product.
  • Basically 12oz (340g) per item
  • Prices depend on resellers. But not expensive, about $3-4.
  • The "best-by date" is said to be 2 or 3 years.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
6,492
Today, I watched the anime Akira for the first time and I really enjoyed.
I am not often watching films. Especially, not ones I don't know yet. Taxi Driver was good but it wasn't as good as advertized for me.
Someone said to me Akira is too complex. But I actually enjoyed that. I re-watched Ghost in the Shell and Ghost in the Shell Innocence some days ago. And I really love this franchise. I wonder how good the 2026 new series will be. I even consider to watch it with subs. Even though, I hate watching animes with subtitles. My friends call that poor taste. And they might be right in that.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
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Spent the day with close friends. It was a great time. Still anxious about the feedback I will receive mid January for the things I wrote to report my therapist. But I cannot change it anyway. I try to recover from the mental stress in the meantime. Thanks for reading :)
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
6,492
Christmas was thus far better than in the last years. I cried a lot in the last years.

I think quitting college was a very good decision. The pain was unimaginable. And my family supports me with this decision. The alternative would have been suicide. Didn't phone call with my dad. He has some issues. Didn't text my aunt I don't want to have contact with her. She will be really pissed.

Moreover, the enemy curently is not within my family. It is my former therapist.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
6,492
Tomorrow, I will take a short break of posting. I am invited to the annual New Year's party with my closest friends. I am very happy about that.

I am texting with a woman currently. It is probably a waste of time. We already texted 3 months ago and split after an argument. I think she forgot that I am not sure. There are no profiles on this page. It could ruin my mood Tomorrow if we get into an argument. It would piss me off if this ruined the New Year's party. This is one of my Highlights of the year.
 
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amor.dor

amor.dor

"The heart, if it could think, would stop."
Dec 24, 2025
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Captions: like this image to die instantly
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menthol

the thinker
Jan 4, 2026
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Death is never worth it. There is always a way. If you seek enough, if you love enough, if you endure you'll find it, for that, I promise, and I promise, for no soul is meant to bear beyond it's limit, for no burden is placed so. Believe, and the world will believe in you back.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
6,492
I just despise myself so much. I had so many rejections recently. The last two days were really rough. Yesterday was a catastrophe. I am struggling. I don't feel comfortable in my skin. But approaching suicide would make everything worse. This is not the right time and not the right place to contemplate suicide in a serious way again. I really don't know how I shall survive without my mom.

I am an empty void of self-hatred. There is an issue in a couple of months for more than a year if will be way harder to meet my friends in person. I cannot take the same train anymore. I will feel even more lonely. This might decrease my life quality substantially.

I am so sick of all of this. I just flee into a different reality. I never feel happy. I just distract myself. I play it down. I feel alienated because my life feels different to the lives of most other people in my age.
 
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