soon soon soon

[luvpup]

i get my sn soon yaaahoooooooooooooooooooo
im so useless lol
my life is good and i still manage to fuck it up and be a loser loner
my mood swings so heavily i hope ill have the guts
i didnt even get proper antiemetics or benzos idk where to get any i have no friends whod give me any.

i got pain meds, maybe some of my prescription meds can help? shrug idk. i have to make sure itll work.
i guess there's no rush but i'm tired of seeing everyone move onto better things
not interested in going to school or work
im useless
i dont think im interested in even being with anyone anymore
im too used to the awfulness. i dont care about anything i just wanna be a loser online forever lol
but even that is getting boring now too huh
what do i want?
i don't know
i have no passions
i don't wanna do anything
if i died now maybe some of my fans would care before im irrelevant
maybe that would make people understand

 

[bambibambam]

i'm so sorry..about everything. i honestly relate so hard. i have no passion. no motivation..nothing to look forward to. i just spend all day online being a depressed loser girl…at least it won't be this way forever since i'm gonna take my exit soon..i hope life is kinder to you…just know me and many people here know what it's like to feel so utterly useless… </3

 

[luvpup]

i'm so sorry..about everything. i honestly relate so hard. i have no passion. no motivation..nothing to look forward to. i just spend all day online being a depressed loser girl…at least it won't be this way forever since i'm gonna take my exit soon..i hope life is kinder to you…just know me and many people here know what it's like to feel so utterly useless… </3

i wish u peace too n i hope life will b nice and kind to you too
its so unfair
i think some people are just mentally unlucky and that sucks. socially too. oh well it cant be helped...