Song lyrics that describe how you feel? Here are some that describe me and my thoughts

[iloverachel]

Tupac - Lord knows
I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out
I'm hopeless, they shoulda killed me as a baby
And now they got me trapped in the storm, I'm goin' crazy



Lil Happy Lil Sad - let me die

Im feelin lost n ion know where else to go now
Ion really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin n i feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like

Wanna die so fuckin bad
Ur the best ive ever had
Wanna die when i look back
Cuz u always made me sad


The Notorious B.I.G. - suicidal thoughts

When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fucking tell
I swear to God I want to just slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit
(Nigga what the fuck)
And squeeze, until the bed's completely red
(It's too late for this shit man)
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fucking buddha head

Linkin Park - Given up

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

God
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery

Logic - 1800
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today, I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why

 

[willitpass]

Why is pain so damn impatient
Like it's got a place to be
Keeps rushing me

But I ignore things
And I move sideways
Till I forget what I felt in the first place
At the end of the day
Lord knows there are worse ways
To stay alive
Cause everyone's growing
And everyone's healthy
And I'm terrified I might never have met me
Oh if my engine works perfect on empty
Guess I'll drive

Oh and if all my life was wasted
I don't mind
I'll watch it go
Cause it's better to die numb
Than feel it all

"Growing Sideways" Noah Kahan

 

[DefinitelyReady]

"Yep nobody likes you,
Everybody hates you,
Guess you might as well eat worms!
Short fat juicy ones; Long, thin,
Slimy ones,
Itsy bitsy, teeny weeny worms!"

-Song my sister taught me when I was a kid...

 

[Time4Peace]

River of Deceit
Song by Mad Season

My pain is self-chosen
At least so the prophet says
I could either burn
Or cut off my pride and buy some time
A head full of lies is the weight
Tied to my waist
The river of deceit pulls down, oh-oh
The only direction we flow is down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
My pain is self-chosen
At least I believe it to be
I could either drown
Or pull off my skin and swim to shore
Now I can grow a beautiful shell for all to see
The river of deceit pulls down, yeah
The only direction we flow is down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
The pain is self-chosen, yeah
Our pain is self-chosen
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down
Down, oh down

 

[tsumihoroboshi]

just some lyric snippets.

"Wanna feel like
Just wanna think like
Just wanna be like
Everyone else
Wanna feel life
Just wanna live life
Just wanna live life
As someone else"

broken - sins of a divine mother

"You are one of God's mistakes
You crying, tragic waste of skin
I'm well aware of how it aches
And you still won't let me in"

song to say goodbye - placebo

"It's cold and dark
I think I'm going insane
The end is coming - it's true
I'm all alone and I am screaming your name
It seems that's all I can do
But it's too late to turn back now
It's too loud to hear a sound
I'm so lost, I can't be found
It's too late to turn back now"

too late - dead by sunrise

"I get a funny feeling
It comes from - deep inside
I get all mad and angry
I want to run and hide
Now it is time to say goodbye
To all the love I've known
When is it time to end the pain
Why I am left alone?"

chemicals - aktivehate

"You deserve nothing at all...
You knew that life was a game...
You deserve nothing at all...
You must endure your own PAIN!
Life in the dark without a light"

pain - kittie

 

[bookie]

Take me to the rooftop
I wanna see the world when I stop breathing
Turning blue
Tell me, love is endless, don't be so pretentious
Leave me, like you do (like you do)
If you need me
Wanna see me
Better hurry
'Cause I'm leaving soon
Sorry, can't save me now
Sorry, I don't know how
Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)
But down, mm down
Taste me, the salty tears on my cheek
That's what a year-long headache does to you
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
Don't say I'm all that matters
Leave me
Deja vu
If you need me
Wanna see me
You better hurry
I'm leaving soon
Sorry, can't save me now (sorry)
Sorry, I don't know how (sorry)
Sorry, there's no way out (sorry)
But down, mm down
Call my friends and tell
Them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
Sorry

 

[Throwawayacc3]

Tupac - Lord knows
I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out
I'm hopeless, they shoulda killed me as a baby
And now they got me trapped in the storm, I'm goin' crazy



Lil Happy Lil Sad - let me die

Im feelin lost n ion know where else to go now
Ion really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin n i feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like

Wanna die so fuckin bad
Ur the best ive ever had
Wanna die when i look back
Cuz u always made me sad


The Notorious B.I.G. - suicidal thoughts

When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fucking tell
I swear to God I want to just slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit
(Nigga what the fuck)
And squeeze, until the bed's completely red
(It's too late for this shit man)
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fucking buddha head

Linkin Park - Given up

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

God
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery

Logic - 1800
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today, I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why

You forgot to add the most important line.


PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERRRYYY
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISSERRRYYYYYYYYYY

 

[One day too late]

I'm a lost cause
Baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams

 

[J1214]

At 7 AM
On a Tuesday in August
Next week I'll be 28
I'm still young, it'll be me
Off the wall, I scraped you
I gotta wake, it comes this way
I can't wait no more
It comes this way (it comes this way)
To drown this ache
To reinstate (Everyone dead, everyone)
(You put me through) Take your place (Put me through hell)
Heaven direct your shape (Heaven direct)
You see I can do it so well
Your expiration date
Your expiration date
Fate, date
Expiration date
This one is gonna last too, hate
Never gonna fuck with me again
My own clean slate
Don't fuck with me again
Makes your eyes dilate
Makes you shake
Irate

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I spent my whole life dreaming up
Some perfect world, but now I'm stuck
These words I sing for the ones I love
Draw a line that define the best in us

With every note and every page
I'm cleaning up each mess I make
Is there some way for me to prove that
I won't bring out the worst in you?

Can anyone else relate?

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me

As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame 'cause
I should be happy, but I'm not
Can anyone else relate?

I saw the light when I was young
I always knew that I would be someone
But I fall short and I fucked things up
And now I'm paying for all these things I've done

I can't escape the feeling
Now I'm staring at the ceiling while I waste away
Could better off alone, might be better on my own
But I know I'm not okay 'cause

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame 'cause
I should be happy, but I'm not
Can anyone else relate?

Can't escape the feeling
Now I'm staring at the ceiling while I waste away
Might be better off alone, I'd be better on my own
But no, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, go

As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
Just make it stop

I should be happy, but I'm not
Is there a way to make it stop?
It won't go away
It keeps haunting me
As colors fade, I start to change
I only have myself to blame 'cause
I should be happy, but I'm not
I should be happy, but I'm not

So kill the pain and make it stop
Can anyone else relate?
Can anyone else relate?
Can anyone else relate?
Just make it stop

 

[RejectMetamorphosis]

Tupac - Lord knows
I smoke a blunt to take the pain out
And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out
I'm hopeless, they shoulda killed me as a baby
And now they got me trapped in the storm, I'm goin' crazy



Lil Happy Lil Sad - let me die

Im feelin lost n ion know where else to go now
Ion really have a place to call my home now
Everybody hatin n i feel so cold now
Why do everybody make me feel alone like

Wanna die so fuckin bad
Ur the best ive ever had
Wanna die when i look back
Cuz u always made me sad


The Notorious B.I.G. - suicidal thoughts

When I die, fuck it, I wanna go to hell
Cause I'm a piece of shit, it ain't hard to fucking tell
I swear to God I want to just slit my wrists and end this bullshit
Throw the Magnum to my head, threaten to pull shit
(Nigga what the fuck)
And squeeze, until the bed's completely red
(It's too late for this shit man)
I'm glad I'm dead, a worthless fucking buddha head

Linkin Park - Given up

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

God
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery

Logic - 1800
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die today, I just wanna die
I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna be alive
I just wanna die
And let me tell you why

Barbie girl resonates with my soul

 

[justwannadip]

I see black skies, and white lies, I'd rather be
Dead, filling my head with different enemies
Thoughts consuming me, fueling my insecurities
As the ground right under me crumbles as if it wasn't there
It's too much, my heart's crushed, I'm not alive
I won't allow myself happiness 'cause it's all lies
I've seen the pain, I've run away so many times
Death and I are companions, it's here at all times
I won't love, won't trust, I won't die
I can't feel, but managed to steal your heart, love
It seems that anything offered could be enough
but
As time, body falls
Don't know who to call
Alone, and my heart
Got tat' of it, broke
I'm so, fucking numb
My life has succumbed to hatred and death
Alone in the snow

Snow - xxxtentacion

There's a black crow sitting across from me, his wiry legs are crossed. He's dangling my keys, he even fakes a toss.

Bon iver - re:stacks

 

[rayray]

Omggg perfect question!!!

 

[Qua]

Conan gray- family line

It's hard to put it into words
How the holidays will always hurt
I watch the fathers with their little girls
And wonder what I did to deserve this
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can't forget, I can't forgive you
'Cause now I'm scared that everyone I love will leave me
[...]
Oh, all that I did to try to undo it
All of my pain and all your excuses
I was a kid but I wasn't clueless
(Someone who loves you wouldn't do this)
All of my past, I tried to erase it
But now I see, would I even change it?
Might share a face and share a last name, but
(We are not the same)


Maria mena- Secret

But I will spend a lifetime
Trying to understand
Why someone sharing my bloodline
Would not lend me their hand
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?
Am I supposed to apologize?


Tom Odell- Another love
I'm just so tired to share my nights
I wanna cry and I wanna love
But all my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up
On another love, another love
All my tears have been used up, up
And if somebody hurts you, I wanna fight
But my hand's been broken one too many times
So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude
Words, they always win, but I know I'll lose
And I'd sing a song that'd be just ours
But I sang 'em all to another heart
And I wanna cry, I wanna learn to love
But all my tears have been used up

 

[Panta Rhei]

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality
Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me
Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye, everybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooh (any way the wind blows)
I don't wanna die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango?
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me
(Galileo) Galileo, (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo Figaro, magnifico
But I'm just a poor boy, nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go?
بِسْمِ ٱللَّٰهِ
No, we will not let you go (let him go)
بِسْمِ ٱللَّٰهِ
We will not let you go (let him go)
بِسْمِ ٱللَّٰهِ
We will not let you go (let me go)
Will not let you go (let me go)
Never, never, never, never let me go
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh, mamma mia, mamma mia
Mamma mia, let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye?
So you think you can love me and leave me to die?
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here
Ooh
Ooh, yeah, ooh, yeah
Nothing really matters, anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me

 

[Endless_suffering]

Hurt Myself by Ekoh and Nate Vickers
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is hurt myself
And I've been tryin' to hide, but I know it's just a matter of time until I break down
All the stress that I hold too much weight now
Got the pills I don't really wanna take
But it feels like I walk in the devil's playground
Rain clouds in the head too often
Brain-dead in the bed that's a coffin
Havin' thoughts of the head blown off every time that I close my eyes, no stop it
I don't think that anyone gets it
So I don't wanna tell anybody what really goin' on in my head
I just wanna be alone and listen to the music and let it tell me the way I need to feel
So I don't think I'm defective
It's getting worse every day that'll pass
Getting too high, give its way for the crash
Started when I met my dad, and then he left again
Abandonment, the only thing I expect and can't dream
When I'm in a nightmare
Everything goes wrong, what do I care?
Tryin' to grab happiness, 'cause it's right there
But it slips through the grip, and it's gone in an instant, a misfit
Insisting on always tryin' to fit in
Got a need for the love but for me, I don't give shit
Enemies wanna see me fall, I feel like I'm at the last resort, 'bout to give in
The churches start to feel like prison cells
'Cause everybody'd rather judge than help
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is Hurt Myself
Tell me I'm okay
Tell me this is life, and it'll all work out in the long run
If it's not true, lie to me
'Cause I need some hope to help me out when the heart's shut
Detached I barely feel alive
Tell me this is all worth the pain and time
I've been slippin' now, barely got the grip
Where is all the friends who said they would stick by me?
Look into the eyes, see, right into the soul weighed down so heavy
But I'm highly emotional
But never vulnerable the bandwidth too much 'bout to overload
The overdose and no one close when I got something inside, I really hate
And wanna cut and let it bleed out
Hard to let in the light, when there's a critic inside, that won't stop speaking up
Bringing me down
The feeling like I'm in a battle with two different people inside of me
The ones who been trying to hold me together is not the one who's in the driver's seat
I've got this need to escape to the point where I'm sick of my fucking sobriety
Losing my footing, and I wish somebody would tell me that I'll be okay if I try to be
The churches start to feel like prison cells
'Cause everybody'd rather judge than help
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is hurt myself
Pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is hurt myself

Gravestone
by Georgiou Music
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
I know I'm insecure everyday a little more
Hate my self esteem because it's probably gonna kill me
If you find me in the morgue then I'm sorry that I don't it
but you should of saw it coming because I'm tired of all this running
I'm broken at the core
Everyday a little more
If you see my name in flowers then I'm sorry because I'm guilty
I was buried by my flaws and paranoid thoughts
I know that I'm alive but I feel like I'm a corpse
Dear suicidal me
I know your hard to reach
I know your back inside that place that you never thought you'd be
I know you overthink every little thing and you lay awake at night because suicides all you dream yeah
Laying there awake and I hear my alarm
It's 5am and my anxiety starts
I look myself in the face
I see the scars on my arms
I don't want to leave my room because I feel safe in the dark so
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
I'm an insecure warrior fighting body dysmorphia
Suicidal now but tomorrow euphoria
Fighting to be stable but feel likes there's four of us
It's me against myself I can't help but self destruct
I've always been an introvert
Never put my feelings first
I'm always coming last to the ones I'd never hurt
And as I'm getting older my borderlines getting worse
But I'm not scared to die because I was made from the dirt
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
If you see my name on a gravestone don't cry because I'm on my way home
Let me rest in peace let me lay low
Let me spread my wings and fly like an angel
Life's so painful
Send me my halo lord
I'll be ever so grateful
Because I don't want to fight anymore
I don't know what's right anymore
I'm sorry if this triggered you but please don't shoot
and if you grabbed a noose don't you dare follow through and if your suicidal please just keep me in the loop and maybe you can save me too

Let Me Let Go
By Citizen Soldier

If today was my funeral
Tell me, what would you say?
Would you think less of me for
Ending all of my pain?
'Cause I'm so sick of trying to explain
Would you think of me fondly
Like a soldier at war?
Or the coward that could not
Let you down anymore?
'Cause lately this life don't feel worth fighting for
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yeah, you would let me let go
But you'll never know
There's a house that's on fire
Deep inside of my mind
I've been stuck in the wreckage
I was taught I should hide
There's an open window, smoke is getting high
It's gonna tear me to pieces
Being forced to decide
Do I jump like a failure?
Let it burn me alive?
Should I feel guilty for running out of time?
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yeah, you would let me let go
But you'll never know my pain
Or see through this smile I still fake
'Til it's all too late
All I have to say
If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go
You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yeah, you would let me let go
But you'll never know

There's Fear In Letting Go
By I Prevail

… I keep these coffins in my mind
I put my fears inside
There are graves that I've dug
Since we last left off
That you will never find
… So follow me deeper into the unknown
Into your heart, into your soul
This is the end of the world that you know
And there will be pain in letting it go
Feel the uncertainty down to your bones
Are you afraid of dying alone?
This is the end of the world that you know
… I push myself a little closer to the edge
So intoxicated with the end
Those who wish me dead, yeah
Made me who I am, yeah
Until you lose it all, you will never know
There's fear in letting go
… One by one, I hear them calling
I feel them creep inside
No goodbyes, no return
Watch the world as it burns
And leave it all behind
… So come on and follow me deeper into the unknown
Into your heart, into your soul
This is the end of the world that you know
And there will be pain in letting it go
Feel the uncertainty down to your bones
Are you afraid of dying alone?
This is the end of the world that you know
… I push myself a little closer to the edge
So intoxicated with the end
Those who wish me dead, yeah
Made me who I am, yeah
Until you lose it all, you will never know
That you can't have what you want from me
I can't be everything you need
The path is yours to take or leave
Until you lose it all
There's fear in letting go
… So write your name into cement
Count the blessings that you're sent
Feel that beating in your chest
Nothing's permanent
Those who wish me dead
Fill the coffins in my head
And they won't let me forget
Nothing's permanent
Permanent
… Yeah, so write your name into cement
Count the blessings that you're sent
Feel that beating in your chest
Nothing's permanent
Those who wish me dead
Fill the coffins in my head
And they won't let me forget
… I push myself a little closer to the edge
I push myself a little closer
There's fear in letting go
… Those who wish me dead, yeah
Made me who I am, yeah
Until you lose it all, you will never know
Until you lose it all, you will never know
There's fear in letting go

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Every day I wake up, then I start to break up
Lonely is a man without love
Every day I start out, then I cry my heart out
Lonely is a man without love

Every day I wake up, then I start to break up
Knowing that it's cloudy above
Every day I start out, then I cry my heart out
Lonely is a man without love