Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,164
I'm not here encouraging suicide
If you come from a severely traumatic background, healing is a worth endeavor
But I find that people only tolerate you if you have minimal trauma
Or trauma that is bad, but now "too" bad
For people like me that comes from horrifying childhoods, we're "too much" for most people
Even professionals
We're expected to survive, but if we admit our problems we're pushed aside
And if we die, we get fake tears and a shame response
We can't win, but we can be free
We don't have to suffer anymore
If you come from a severely traumatic background, healing is a worth endeavor
But I find that people only tolerate you if you have minimal trauma
Or trauma that is bad, but now "too" bad
For people like me that comes from horrifying childhoods, we're "too much" for most people
Even professionals
We're expected to survive, but if we admit our problems we're pushed aside
And if we die, we get fake tears and a shame response
We can't win, but we can be free
We don't have to suffer anymore