Someone I dated died last week of a heart attack…

[BrainSplatter]

Someone I dated in college died last week. He has a heart attack at the gym and died suddenly without any previous health conditions he was in his mid 20s. I don't really know how to feel right now death surrounds me like I've lost so many people it almost feels like a sin to CTB after he died like that.. it's selfish he died like I wish I was me and we could trade places and he could continue living but that's impossible so now I'll be joining him. It's not that I've changed my mind but it's made me sad because he was such a kind loving person and it was unexpected it makes me wonder if this is how my family or friends would feel when I'm gone.

 

[Worndown]

Emotions conflict.
Since everyone dies eventually, any fast exit has an upside. Slow and lingering is terrible.
His being young makes this less wonderful. Plucked out of life. Probably nothing he would have sought or endorsed.
This happens. Your desire to die does not effect death taking you, directly.
Indirectly...that is why we are here.