Method Sodium nitrite attempt

[Marystevenson1001]

It actually gave me another perspective on myself, something like LSD experience, which didn't change much because of my laziness hah

I find this statement very intriguing. Can you expand? What part of your perspective changed?

 

[anna]

It says tagamet interacts with diazepam. So taking diazepam with tagamet is sort of pointless. Then you are taking them in high dosage in a short time. So it should be okay. Other benzos don't interact with tagamet though.
that screenshot is very conservative and careful so you have drugs at peak of them without them reducing each other's effect. you will die with so many other combinations.

Did not know this information
I thought to use diazepam, if I finally use the nitrite method ...

 

[Querry1]

I find this statement very intriguing. Can you expand? What part of your perspective changed?

It was mostly personal perspective change, like I've felt the person before was going on automatic mode and everything was going to suicide, I've had dark cloud which filled my head, now I feel like I have more power over my thoughts. That's why I said it was like LSD, because both changed my perspective over things.

@e I forgot to mention it changed my thinking algorithm, which is crucial.

 

[Ashpac]

Does anyone know if mirtazopine would be good enough to take since i cant get benzo's. The rest is easy to get.

 

[RacilyDank]

Does anyone know if mirtazopine would be good enough to take since i cant get benzo's. The rest is easy to get.

In my experience, mirtazapine knocked me out cold and I'd sleep for up to 12 hours on the lowest dose (your mileage may vary!)

How, if I may ask, is the rest easy to get?

 

[Ashpac]

In my experience, mirtazapine knocked me out cold and I'd sleep for up to 12 hours on the lowest dose (your mileage may vary!)

How, if I may ask, is the rest easy to get?

Yeah when I first took it I could sleep so long through it, I remember one time I stayed in bed for 15 hours, I woke up every so often but what great sleeps I had from it. Not so much now.

I use mirtazopine nearly if not every night to sleep. Without it, I couldnt sleep.
Maybe I will have to come off it for two weeks before i take my SN which means insomnia will kick in. Oh well. Small price to pay for freedom.

The rest you can get online.

 

[RacilyDank]

Yeah when I first took it I could sleep so long through it, I remember one time I stayed in bed for 15 hours, I woke up every so often but what great sleeps I had from it. Not so much now.

I use mirtazopine nearly if not every night to sleep. Without it, I couldnt sleep.
Maybe I will have to come off it for two weeks before i take my SN which means insomnia will kick in. Oh well. Small price to pay for freedom.

The rest you can get online.

I stopped taking it (tapered off slowly) because although it was making me sleep a lot (which at the time was a blessing) it wasn't helping with my depression at all.

I wouldn't recommend stopping taking it for two weeks, psych drugs are dangerous to stop cold turkey, but I would imagine it would be a suitable alternative for benzos (if it's knocking yourself out you want)

How do you get metoclopromide online??

 

[Ashpac]

Yeah, i know what you mean that it doesnt help with depression.
If you take it every night like I do pretty much, your depression levels are a bitch.
Dark thoughts creep in a hell of a lot more through these pills.

You can get metoclopromide on ebay.

 

[RacilyDank]

Yeah, i know what you mean that it doesnt help with depression.
If you take it every night like I do pretty much, your depression levels are a bitch.
Dark thoughts creep in a hell of a lot more through these pills.

You can get metoclopromide on ebay.

What are you taking it for then?

A friend is a veterinary nurse and they use it as an appetite stimulant for dogs. She was shocked it's used as an antidepressant for humans!

You can get it on eBay??!

 

[MachineGunDani]

This post worries me. I wanna bypass the antiemetic bc I don't want to fucking wait for it. But I don't want to fail. I was feeling confident with this method now I'm scared

 

[Lara Francis]

As I said, I'm copypasting my story. I said earlier that I phoned 911 - my mistake, I didn't remember it and actually it was other way around, sorry for that.

"
Hey guys, last night I went with sodium nitrite and wanted to share some a story.

I mixed 15g with 60ml of water, half hour before I took really weak antiemetic. My heart was beating like crazy, probably because I was scared as fuck and it was going to be the end of my miserable life.
I can't compare taste to anything, but it's not so bad, although nothing enjoyable.

20 mins in, I felt like vomiting and I spent a lot of time in the bathroom doing that. Then,, after ten minutes I felt unbearable pain, like I've felt worse, but still it was hard to go through this, so I went to my sis and told her to call emergency asap and that she hasn't much time.

An hour in, I got blackout and I can't remember anything from that time, not even that they reanimated me.
Now it's 11 hours after this, I'm in hospital and I'm completely fine, I told docs that it was stupid of me and of course I wouldn't try again, so they won't keep me there for long.

I'm sure if I didn't go to my sister, I would go through it and most likely be dead by now."

To add to all of this, I was in psych ward for 6 weeks, but I've been training all this time/reading books/went to group walks/talked with folks there so it wasn't too bad.

I'm enjoying my life now, but I know that sooner or later I will attempt again, but for now it's chill.

If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

Thankyou for sharing your experience.I wish you a speedy recovery x

 

[Arak]

I can link you to the whole thing but I don't remember the thread saying anything else about it, i personally will be taking diazepam, https://8ch.net/suicide/res/36478.html#43867 just a warning this thread in the link, is preety long and there is not much to be found there.

Suggests pain in your chest. A bit like a heart attack. That's encouraging. I can't use a benzo to knock me out. Wouldn't work. Docs messed me up too much.

 

[Ashpac]

I received my SN through the post and yesterday I got my antiemetics through ebay. That link on ebay really works. Im expecting my tagamet by the 5th of october.

 

[Ready to go.]

Suggests pain in your chest. A bit like a heart attack. That's encouraging. I can't use a benzo to knock me out. Wouldn't work. Docs messed me up too much.

Wondering why benzos wouldn't sedate you. Are you in tolerance? Since I don't have access to sedatives my plan was to use alcohol and benzos to knock me out..

 

[Arak]

Wondering why benzos wouldn't sedate you. Are you in tolerance? Since I don't have access to sedatives my plan was to use alcohol and benzos to knock me out..

Yes, by a lot.

 

[Ready to go.]

Yes, by a lot.

Oh no. I'm very sorry to hear that,Arak. No chance you could get an even higher dose? You'll need something if your planning SN. Not sure if your going with that though?

 

[Ready to go.]

As I said, I'm copypasting my story. I said earlier that I phoned 911 - my mistake, I didn't remember it and actually it was other way around, sorry for that.

"
Hey guys, last night I went with sodium nitrite and wanted to share some a story.

I mixed 15g with 60ml of water, half hour before I took really weak antiemetic. My heart was beating like crazy, probably because I was scared as fuck and it was going to be the end of my miserable life.
I can't compare taste to anything, but it's not so bad, although nothing enjoyable.

20 mins in, I felt like vomiting and I spent a lot of time in the bathroom doing that. Then,, after ten minutes I felt unbearable pain, like I've felt worse, but still it was hard to go through this, so I went to my sis and told her to call emergency asap and that she hasn't much time.

An hour in, I got blackout and I can't remember anything from that time, not even that they reanimated me.
Now it's 11 hours after this, I'm in hospital and I'm completely fine, I told docs that it was stupid of me and of course I wouldn't try again, so they won't keep me there for long.

I'm sure if I didn't go to my sister, I would go through it and most likely be dead by now."

To add to all of this, I was in psych ward for 6 weeks, but I've been training all this time/reading books/went to group walks/talked with folks there so it wasn't too bad.

I'm enjoying my life now, but I know that sooner or later I will attempt again, but for now it's chill.

If you have any questions, feel free to ask.

 

[Ready to go.]

Did you experience any breathing issues?

 

[Arak]

Oh no. I'm very sorry to hear that,Arak. No chance you could get an even higher dose? You'll need something if your planning SN. Not sure if your going with that though?

Nembutal would work for sedation I guess ... not sure if I could get it

 

[Ready to go.]

Nembutal would work for sedation I guess ... not sure if I could get it

Yes,I agree N would sedate you. Wish i could get it too.

 

[Querry1]

Did you experience any breathing issues?

Not really.

 

[Arak]

Yeah, it was apap night, I'm not sure if you can get it out of Poland, took 2tabs,which is 1g paracetamol if I remember correctly

@Querry1 , would you please clarify ? You took acetominophen (paracetamol) as an antiemetic ? That's for pain, it wouldn't work as an anti emetic (metoclopramdie or domperidone)

 

[Lifeisatrap]

I'm worried about the antiemtics I'm using not working as well. I was only able to get a hold of zofran, dramamine, and meclizine. And planning on washing the tagamet and xanex pills down with alka seltzer and sodium bicarbonated water. Not sure if it'll work though.

 

[MAIO]

You ended up pretty well in fact, no brain damages or stuff like that

SN is actually used to prevent brain damage in certain conditions. SN is very unlikely to cause Brian damage

 

[worldexploder]

Damn 6 weeks is "happy prison" is a long time buddy. People resort to SN because we don't have a human right to fucking die peacefully. I'm sorry you had to go though all that torture. I personally don't think I could bring myself to go by SN.

 

[Querry1]

@Querry1 , would you please clarify ? You took acetominophen (paracetamol) as an antiemetic ? That's for pain, it wouldn't work as an anti emetic (metoclopramdie or domperidone)

I know, i thought it would ease the pain.

Damn 6 weeks is "happy prison" is a long time buddy. People resort to SN because we don't have a human right to fucking die peacefully. I'm sorry you had to go though all that torture. I personally don't think I could bring myself to go by SN.

Thanks for your kind words, actually my attempt did more good than bad for me overall, and made me think if I want to, I can end my life any time.

 

[Arak]

@MAIO ,

Lack of oxygen can cause brain damage, and I guess sodium nitrite can do that as well.

Did you know that very small doses of sodium azide were used as medication once upon a time ? More likely more an experiment than regular use.

 

[MAIO]

@MAIO ,

Lack of oxygen can cause brain damage, and I guess sodium nitrite can do that as well.

Did you know that very small doses of sodium azide were used as medication once upon a time ? More likely more an experiment than regular use.

If you revive someone close to death it's ovbiously can cause numerous problems reguardless of what caused the death. My understanding of Sodium is it's less likely to cause brain damage due to the way it causes death almost in a similar way to freezing to death.

 

[Querry1]

I'm so happy I could contribute to this forum. I hope everything goes well whatever you decide to do next, guys.

If someone's curious - I'm not at this moment planning to go by SN, N is my method of choice, but probably within 10 years, maybe then peaceful pill will be more easily available.

 

[throwaway111222777]

This doesn't make any sense though. I don't understand. @Querry1 did not begin to vomit until 20 minutes after ingestion. Even without Tagamet and meto he should have already lost consciousness by that point, no?