Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
173
I'm so tired of every God dam person I find or who enters my life being fake I am so tired of people taking about me behind my back I'm so tired of people accusing me of things behind my back I'm tired of everything death is a blessing at this point why bother trying to live when you can no longer trust anyone no longer belive anything or anyone
 
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YourAverageLurker

YourAverageLurker

forgotten
Mar 30, 2023
40
I know this all too well myself, trust is taken advantage of too commonly. I'm sorry you're suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,920
The reality is that this is just the way that people are. You cannot trust and rely on people in this hellish world, and it's undeniable that other people just create more problems. It's awful how people just make things worse with their cruelty and insensitivity, but there is no escaping this as long as one is around other people. And it's very much understandable wishing to finally be free from it all.
 
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Roseate

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2021
474
Unfortunately there's way too many people who are like this and it's not fair or right. But there are also people who are real, honest and kind in this world. Hopefully you meet the right people. Good luck.
 
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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
173
Unfortunately there's way too many people who are like this and it's not fair or right. But there are also people who are real, honest and kind in this world. Hopefully you meet the right people. Good luck.
Dosnt matter at this point I got everything I need to end it alll
 
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Roseate

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2021
474
Dosnt matter at this point I got everything I need to end it alll
I am sorry you had to experience that regardless. There are good people. Good luck! If you need to talk in the meantime, I'm here.
 
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Ghostofthepast

Ghostofthepast

Student
Dec 31, 2022
173
I am sorry you had to experience that regardless. There are good people. Good luck! If you need to talk in the meantime, I'm here.
I have yet to meet a person who hasn't hurt or used me or talked shit about me
 
Galileo3630

Galileo3630

Tsundere
Mar 22, 2023
120
I'm so tired of every God dam person I find or who enters my life being fake I am so tired of people taking about me behind my back I'm so tired of people accusing me of things behind my back I'm tired of everything death is a blessing at this point why bother trying to live when you can no longer trust anyone no longer belive anything or anyone

I used to think the same thing about people, I literally don't trust ANYONE, not even my girlfriend of 5 years, the trauma of broken trust is a huge mountain that could make mount Everest seem like a joke. I had this guy come into my life that was helping me with this coding project of mine and even after helping me with essentially everything, almost doing all of the work for me without asking for anything in return, I still didn't trust him with anything or any of my information, yet I will went to a random stranger on the internet who I will probably never see or talk to again. Like a burner-phone.

But life is a game, and you have to play it accordingly, so if you befriend anybody, you're playing checkers, once you start reading people and befriending only those who pass your vibe check, will you be playing chess.
 
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Roseate

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2021
474
I have yet to meet a person who hasn't hurt or used me or talked shit about me
I get it. It's just harder to find the ones that won't. But they really really do exist. It's just majority of them are hurt people looking to hurt people.
 
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angeliccry

angeliccry

~♱~
Mar 30, 2023
61
although life is harsh you shouldn't be harsh on yourself over the wrongdoings of others, the best thing you can do is try to ignore them. my biggest problem went from such feeling to almost complete isolation, im not sure if that's really the best outcome, i doubt it. i believe you should try to always have your guard up, don't let people find your weaknesses and try to abuse them. stay strong for yourself. you, yourself are the only person whom you can trust.
 
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