Living is a net negative equation

[lavenderlilylies]

I'm having a bit of a hard time, which is what brought me back to SaSu. But even at my happiest moments, I would've much preferred not being alive.

I haven't ever been, not for a split second, glad that I was born. Everything I might gain by being alive, I would not miss in death. Life is a horrible investment.

Even with this awareness, I can't get over the hardwired fear inside me. It's very cruel, this life and whatever is behind it is very cruel.
I'm very tired

 

[itsgone2]

Agree. Sorry you feel this way. It's like we know something the others don't.
Current society seems headed to failure. I don't know why. It didn't need to be this way.

 

[kirillbledny]

I feel you, I really don't get how people look at life and see more positives than negatives, and decide to live indefinitely for decades to come. Never related to that, I just want it to end