smalleiers
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- Mar 18, 2024
- 53
Well I don't know how to start, but I spent the better part of this week preparing for my SN to arrive. Even ordered some from DMC as backup, but both other sources seem to deliver, albeit one with a week long delay.
I currently have planned an outing with my mother for Easter Sunday and wanted to meet my half sister one last time, but I think it might not come to pass. I have prepared most of it and have my regimen ready.
I will start the day by having some coffee to wake up while playing some games and finish off preparations: Post letters; write my note with instructions: upload my collected works of poetry (could do that here too if anyone is interested in shitty amateur poetry). I'd also love to go out for a final haircut and visit places that are of key importance to me:, The botanical garden, an old church and my old therapists office building and the local park. I will try to catch up with my brother via discord and have some final chats and tell him stuff that lays close to my heart. After doing all of that I will head home where my flatmate is out to play DnD with her friends.
There I will begin preparing my regimen which will be as follows:
I'm not quite sure about the benzo combination and whether I should take it immediately with the AE or drink it right before/after the SN drink. Anyone got any tips? I will maybe make a separate thread about it tomorrow, but since barely anyone here knows me and I'm not here long enough I might just use this one.
I currently have planned an outing with my mother for Easter Sunday and wanted to meet my half sister one last time, but I think it might not come to pass. I have prepared most of it and have my regimen ready.
I will start the day by having some coffee to wake up while playing some games and finish off preparations: Post letters; write my note with instructions: upload my collected works of poetry (could do that here too if anyone is interested in shitty amateur poetry). I'd also love to go out for a final haircut and visit places that are of key importance to me:, The botanical garden, an old church and my old therapists office building and the local park. I will try to catch up with my brother via discord and have some final chats and tell him stuff that lays close to my heart. After doing all of that I will head home where my flatmate is out to play DnD with her friends.
There I will begin preparing my regimen which will be as follows:
00:00 - 23:00 : Spend final day, fasting after coffee, no liquids either |
23:00 Take 600mg of Ibuprofen with no water |
23:15: Prepare a Bucket in case of vomiting Take 500mg of Quetiapine as AE and start weighing out 3 cups of 35g SN in 50ml Water, also empty 1 20ml bottle of Diazepam into a cup, mix it with 20mg crushed Lorazepam and drink it. Add a bit of water if necessary |
24:00 down first SN drink and lay on right side of bed with music running. Hope for a peaceful ending |
I'm not quite sure about the benzo combination and whether I should take it immediately with the AE or drink it right before/after the SN drink. Anyone got any tips? I will maybe make a separate thread about it tomorrow, but since barely anyone here knows me and I'm not here long enough I might just use this one.