i will ctb with SN in about an hour, gonna document my experience here

[violetviolence]

took the 1st drink, really salty

 

[justpathetic]

Based on the time from the last message I guess they are unconscious or already parted...

Or maybe they're conflicted? I hope either way they're at peace with their decision.

 

[AmberianDawn]

Hope u don't feel pain

 

[violetviolence]

vomited

vomited

idk how much
i vomited a lot, im scared i vomited it all
i vomited a lot, im scared i vomited it all
as of now all i'm feeling is a fuck ton of nausea

 

[uniqueusername4]

yes, i'm pouring it right now
ok i prepared two glasses, 20g of sn in each one, i have a third one but i'm not gonna mix sn in it

Best of luck to you, hope you find peace either way

 

[justpathetic]

vomited

idk how much
i vomited a lot, im scared i vomited it all
i vomited a lot, im scared i vomited it all
as of now all i'm feeling is a fuck ton of nausea

So sorry if it makes you feel any better lots of people vomit and are still able to catch that bus

 

[violetviolence]

i feel a little dizzy
i keep vomiting
my nails are turning blue
im sweating isk id ifts working

 

[Just_Another_Person]

i feel a little dizzy

I suggest you lay down in case you aren't already. And you are not alone, we are here with you.

Edit: if your nails are turning blue must mean the SN is making your blood have methemoglobin

 

[DedCircut303]

i feel a little dizzy
i keep vomiting
my nails are turning blue
im sweating isk id ifts working

May peace be with you

 

[violetviolence]

idk if i should take the second glass, i feel prety sick

 

[Wackstar]

i feel a little dizzy
i keep vomiting
my nails are turning blue
im sweating isk id ifts working

try to lay down and make yourself comfortable, not much else you can do now, you can either force yourself to vomit the rest and try later or drink the 2nd cup, may you find peace.

 

[maniac116]

 

[Timothy7dff]

How do you feel?

 

[Kurai]

Hope you're no longer suffering

 

[coolgal82]

Good luck, i hope you find peace.

 

[sadlittleman32]

You should have not skipped the meto but that's your decision…if you fingernails are turning blue seems like it's working/worked…I hope you are at peace now friend.

 

[PepsiBlueWhereAreU]

Hope You Find Rest

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

imo won't respond anymore . sn works even with vomiting 100% if not found by hospital

only time i haven't seen it work is if someone finds them or they call the ER hospital

 

[Wackstar]

imo won't respond anymore . sn works even with vomiting 100% if not found by hospital

if that's the case then let's hope their last moments were not uncomfortable

 

[Timothy7dff]

imo won't respond anymore . sn works even with vomiting 100% if not found by hospital

only time i haven't seen it work is if someone finds them or they call the ER hospital

That's good to know. It sounds like good SN = close to 100% odds. I need 100%. I can't win as a 95% favorite. 100% needed.

 

[sadlittleman32]

Just curious guys…but how long after mixing in sn with water is it ready to drink? About 20-30mins?? That's the trend I've been noticing in most of these detailed goodbye posts.

 

[suffering_mo]

imo won't respond anymore . sn works even with vomiting 100% if not found by hospital

only time i haven't seen it work is if someone finds them or they call the ER hospital

I have seen accounts from people on here who have vomited it all and it didn't work. A couple of others who vomited so much of it that if they hadn't of gotten help, it probably wouldn't have killed them, but just caused serious harm (based on information they got from the doctors).

I'm praying for OP.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I have seen accounts from people on here who have vomited it all and it didn't work. A couple of others who vomited so much of it that if they hadn't of gotten help, it probably wouldn't have killed them, but just caused serious harm (based on information they got from the doctors).

I'm praying for OP.

imo the ones i've seen from a reliable fresh SN source 100% if haven't been found by the ER hospital. the ones i've seen survive is if they called the ER hospital or if someone finds them and calls the hospital. the ER hospital will give them the antidote. the key is a reliable SN source not nitrate not years old or from an unreliable source . by reliable SN source i mean from an industrial company that i know the company. also i haven't seen any confirmed medical cases of permanent damage but remaining alive.

 

[schrei_nach_liebe]

Just curious guys…but how long after mixing in sn with water is it ready to drink? About 20-30mins?? That's the trend I've been noticing in most of these detailed goodbye posts.

It's ready as soon as you stir it in and dissolve it sufficiently, only needs to be sufficiently dissolved so it doesn't end up stuck to the cup you're drinking it from

 

[CantDoIt]

The vast majority of failures are from calling for help or from SI I think.

 

[tiredofliving14]

The vast majority of failures are from calling for help or from SI I think.

Agreed. I took SN last year. Didn't follow any protocol. I was found unfortunately. By the time I was found though I was unconscious, blue, cold to the touch and shaking relentlessly. Would've died probably if I was found even ten minutes later. Now I can't find SN in the US again. I'm desperate to get it back.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Agreed. I took SN last year. Didn't follow any protocol. I was found unfortunately. By the time I was found though I was unconscious, blue, cold to the touch and shaking relentlessly. Would've died probably if I was found even ten minutes later. Now I can't find SN in the US again. I'm desperate to get it back.

was it painful? what's stopping me is the ER hospital. if it weren't for that nothing could stop me.

 

[tiredofliving14]

was it painful?

Not at all for me. I wasn't even nauseous. I felt more at peace than I ever have. When I woke up in the ER, I started hysterically crying to realize I was alive. I kept telling them to please let me die. They had to sedate me because my distress was making my oxygen drop even lower. Coming up on the year anniversary and it's all I can think about

 

[suffering_mo]

imo the ones i've seen from a reliable fresh SN source 100% if haven't been found by the ER hospital. the key is a reliable SN source not nitrate not years old or from an unreliable source . by reliable SN source i mean from an industrial company that i know the company. also i haven't seen any confirmed medical cases of permanent damage but remaining alive.

There's not many medically documented cases period but there ARE cases on here of people who have survived after getting help and have said that they have been left with: 1) brain damage 2) heart damage 3) bladder issues.

I think it's false to act as if this is a 100% method as long as you don't call for help or get found...as long as your SN is fresh, etc. First, we don't know that because many people don't come back to report. This forum seems to discourage the ones that do... I've seen the people get raked over the coals by people saying they didn't follow protocol, or they failed because of this or that reason....or they are "pro-lifers" who were faking it, despite there being no evidence of that. Some of these folks DID follow the protocol exactly but after 40 minutes, were still not unconscious and had to make the decision to get help because they were concerned about permanent damage otherwise.

I'm not saying this as a "pro-lifer" as this is a method I am seriously considering... but I have done tons of research, searches, etc on here. I think people should be informed of the possibilities of what could happen, what to expect, etc.

 

[DOHARDTHINGS24]

Safe travels on your bus OP