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Gonjoolie

Gonjoolie

Student
Feb 5, 2021
137
I laughed with this. I've experienced the same my whole life and going to a friends house to play hits different.

I don't want to do anything special just because I'm gonna die. Spending my days as I'm doing right now looks fine for me.
I had a friend with a 2 mb/s download speed and I was just like "holy shit is this the future?" every time I went over there a couple years ago. Now fiber is getting built out here and I can't wait to experience the insane speed of 1 gb/s up and down
 
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London2021

London2021

Member
Jan 30, 2021
70
Think was lucky was disabled young pain only going to get worse and knew never reach older age .So bucket list started young and got to do some things not others - limited money - and that is enough now. Mental illness helped me impulsively as just did stuff. Here was easy get on plane we are travel hub of the world. If lived in big country big mountains big water big skies like US or Canada think would want just be in wild marvel at that knowing could be just you for hundreds miles ! And the stars must be amazing. The best? Petra in Jordan . The worst? Where my mind wrote cheques my body couldn't cash which is sorta why here now.
 
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DonTellMeToStayAlive

DonTellMeToStayAlive

Student
Jan 18, 2019
129
1616676668700 Read the Living in the epilogue portion. Honestly, this is the most relatable writing I have come across in a long time
 
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girlofduty

girlofduty

Member
Dec 12, 2020
46
I would love to live in the moment and be genuinely happy. Laugh until my cheeks hurt or until I cry with joy for an hour, at least.

I want to walk naked on the street and don't give a crap who sees.

I want to go into the ocean and float. Let the currents carry me where they want, and suddenly look up and no longer see land.
 
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builtwrong

builtwrong

permanent solution to a permanent problem
Aug 24, 2020
51
I'd like to discover an optimization technique for game engines, or any other highly optimized low level software. Something significant I could leave behind as FOSS
 
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Lmd

Lmd

Elementalist
Jul 12, 2020
812
I would love to live in the moment and be genuinely happy. Laugh until my cheeks hurt or until I cry with joy for an hour, at least.

I want to walk naked on the street and don't give a crap who sees.

I want to go into the ocean and float. Let the currents carry me where they want, and suddenly look up and no longer see land.
In my country there's a guy who always goes naked and looks like he enjoys it

 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
I'd like to discover an optimization technique for game engines, or any other highly optimized low level software. Something significant I could leave behind as FOSS

That would be awesome!
Technology and videogames have reached such a level that it's really difficult to improve them.
For instance, the growth from 16 bits to 3d stuff was just AMAZING!!
Will there be another big jump like that or things will only improve very slowly?
Also, if there's too much advancement we won't be able to distinguish reality from virtual stuff and that's when the simulation theory will make more sense!
 
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Canttakeitanymore

Student
Feb 11, 2021
182
Theres so many things i wish i could do but the ones i want the most i simply cant, like getting a gf kissing driving going to the beach swimming
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
Not all of us has the privilege of being able to afford or even physically do the things you mentioned.
 
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lovelyheartz

lovelyheartz

Let me leave, please, please...
Jun 15, 2021
43
I'd like to get a boyfriend, but I don't think it really matters that much in the end.
 
motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,081
Not all of us has the privilege of being able to afford or even physically do the things you mentioned.
He was clearly manic when he started this Pollyanna thread :haha: Yay, let's learn new languages & get fit as fuck before we fucking kill ourselves! :pfff:
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
Have you thought of it? Will you at least do some things you'ever wanted to do before catching the bus?
Lots of places I wanted to see or revisit, but travel is still limited these days and I have no money, anyways.

Also wanted to make a lot more music. Will never have the chance again, though.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,427
There isn't much I want to do really. I don't have the energy really. There is a list of stuff that could interest me if I thought about it, but it wouldn't be realistic actually being able to do them. I just want to fall into an eternal sleep.
 

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