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Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
I feel guilty because there's a lot of people who are not in good health and expected to pass within a year for my mom. Little does she know that I plan to ctb soon. It might not be right and she might not understand why but it's too hard to keep going on with life. All I need to do is make sure I seem fine and happy until the end.

When my time comes I hope she will grieve easily and my siblings will step up and help fill the role I played as much as possible. Life is rough but there is beauty in death if you look hard enough. Peace will come soon.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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Please leave a note that explains what made you choose this end.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for, best wishes.
 
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tpboy

tpboy

No Karma Cafe
Aug 4, 2023
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Rest easy friend.
 
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