Well I am about to settle down into the tub, I have my vast overdose cocktail of everything the damn house contained pretty much I'd been stockpiling antidepressants and antipsychotics for a while and thanks to my surgery being more than I can cover I have 40 oxys on top of that, I've fasted and been taking nexium a few days I've taken antiemetics every 6 hours to 2 days along with an assortment of narcotics and booze to wear my body out I'm already so exhausted it shouldn't take anytime at all and I'm going to be in the water with my feet up and out so I'll skip under. I need this to end now but I know the odds and they've brought me back so many times, kicker is I have my 9mm right here ammo for it and I cannot make myself pull the trigger my hand instinctively moves best I did was half explode my eardrum and put a hole in my favorite hat so wish me luck guys here goes nothing
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