darkenmydoorstep
Not Waving But Browned Off….
- Sep 27, 2023
- 612
Not got dressed.
Just lying here crying again.
Can't even motivate myself to go to the gym or anything.
Just sit writing depressing poems.
Trying to foresee possible stumbling blocks if I went to Peru to try and find N. The poster said you had to have a few bottles of it. I wonder how big they are and how difficult to neck down?
He mentioned needing an anti vomiting drug too. These are all things to consider. A long way to travel to fuck it up though so worth doing the research.
What is it people enjoy here on Earth so much that they want to stay for?
I just don't get it.
What are they feeling that I'm not?
Are they all here putting on a front or through sheer pressure/perceived obligation?
My Sunday thoughts.
Just lying here crying again.
Can't even motivate myself to go to the gym or anything.
Just sit writing depressing poems.
Trying to foresee possible stumbling blocks if I went to Peru to try and find N. The poster said you had to have a few bottles of it. I wonder how big they are and how difficult to neck down?
He mentioned needing an anti vomiting drug too. These are all things to consider. A long way to travel to fuck it up though so worth doing the research.
What is it people enjoy here on Earth so much that they want to stay for?
I just don't get it.
What are they feeling that I'm not?
Are they all here putting on a front or through sheer pressure/perceived obligation?
My Sunday thoughts.
