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fuyuu

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Aug 26, 2025
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its beautiful outside. come to think of it, this is the first time i've seen snow in a really long time. the last time was when i was really little; my parents took me two hours up the mountain back home to play in the snow.
it really is beautiful. everything's covered in white. the lake outside my dorm window is frozen over. so why is it making me cry? i feel so dead inside that i'm not even cold standing out here for half an hour. or maybe i've already gone numb. i wish i could lay down in the snow, close my eyes, and disappear forever.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
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I wish I could be there wherever you are right now. It doesn't snow where I live, and that's something that greatly upsets me. I've only ever seen snow twice in my entire life, and both times it was an amazing experience.
 
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natori

natori

Que Sera, Sera—Whatever Will Be, Will Be.
Nov 26, 2025
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Snow is indeed a pretty sight, back in my home country the winters were very beautiful growing up. The past few winters here have been very bleak, even though it should be cold and snowy at this time of year.
 
littlecutecorpse

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Nov 13, 2025
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ahh, i love snow so much....i live in an area that doesn't snow very often, but every once in a while there's always a snowflake or two falling. last winter was exactly the case, so i went outside and walked around for a bit. never have i felt more free and proud in my life. ❤️ just a shame that it's usually too warm for us to get snow in the winter...

(and come to think of it, it'd honestly be nice hanging myself in a cold, snowy wonderland. think it'd be poetic, in a way for me personally)
 

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