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Antoine54

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Jun 15, 2026
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Where can I buy sodium nitrite without restrictions? Many websites restrict its sale.
 
meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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the main source right now is MIC
 
kittygolem

kittygolem

it/its she/her
Jul 14, 2026
36
the main source right now is MIC
I looked it up, and MIC seems to refer to the concentration of the chemical, not to a specific storefront. What is the recommended dosage for a human body, if you know?
 
meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
I looked it up, and MIC seems to refer to the concentration of the chemical, not to a specific storefront. What is the recommended dosage for a human body, if you know?
MIC is an acronym for a site where you can purchase SN. it's best to give acronyms on this site because of the rules regarding sources
 
kittygolem

kittygolem

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Jul 14, 2026
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MIC is an acronym for a site where you can purchase SN. it's best to give acronyms on this site because of the rules regarding sources
Ah... I am new here so am unfamiliar with the terminology. I guess I'll hit my head against the wall searching every permutation of "where to buy SN" until I find what y'all are referring to. /lh /j

It is disappointing that this website of all places still has this sort of censorship surrounding these topics, but I suppose it's because it's still a public forum... alas...
 
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meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
396
Ah... I am new here so am unfamiliar with the terminology. I guess I'll hit my head against the wall searching every permutation of "where to buy SN" until I find what y'all are referring to. /lh /j

It is disappointing that this website of all places still has this sort of censorship surrounding these topics, but I suppose it's because it's still a public forum... alas...
don't worry, it's dirt easy to find MIC. all you need is the acronym, basically. you don't even need to know the name of the chemical or even what MIC is. just the acronym is enough, and since you know both that it's a site to buy SN, and that SN is what you're looking for, it should be trivial
 
kittygolem

kittygolem

it/its she/her
Jul 14, 2026
36
don't worry, it's dirt easy to find MIC. all you need is the acronym, basically. you don't even need to know the name of the chemical or even what MIC is. just the acronym is enough, and since you know both that it's a site to buy SN, and that SN is what you're looking for, it should be trivial
This is not the experience I am having while searching for MIC. It thinks I am talking about anything BUT a marketplace to buy things. I know what SN means, at this point, though.

EDIT: Ah... yeah ok it's pretty obvious I've found the right place. I appreciate your information.
 
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Antoine54

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Jun 15, 2026
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This is not the experience I am having while searching for MIC. It thinks I am talking about anything BUT a marketplace to buy things. I know what SN means, at this point, though.

EDIT: Ah... yeah ok it's pretty obvious I've found the right place. I appreciate your information.
you can help me in private ?
 
kittygolem

kittygolem

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Jul 14, 2026
36
you can help me in private ?
Absolutely not. If we can't discuss this stuff overtly on the forum, we clearly can't do so in DMs... in the same forum. I found what I was looking for on the 3rd page of google search.
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Ah... I am new here so am unfamiliar with the terminology. I guess I'll hit my head against the wall searching every permutation of "where to buy SN" until I find what y'all are referring to. /lh /j

It is disappointing that this website of all places still has this sort of censorship surrounding these topics, but I suppose it's because it's still a public forum... alas...
It's mainly to keep the few sources that are still left safe, so people that come after you also can buy it if they want to.
 
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kittygolem

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It's mainly to keep the few sources that are still left safe, so people that come after you also can buy it if they want to.
This makes a ton of sense. I hadn't thought of that. Thanks :)
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
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It is disappointing that this website of all places still has this sort of censorship surrounding these topics, but I suppose it's because it's still a public forum... alas...
It has to be done though. Authorities watch this site. Minors may access this site. Sources to end your life shouldn't be made easy to find here.
 

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