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Willthishelp?

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Jan 18, 2023
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It's such an unsure method. Well just spend 130 IC and 30 customs

So already it's difficult but my stomach already is in a bad shape as is my whole body. I need a way out so desperate but also scared.. so many people attempted and failed.. does anybody know personally someone that cybed with it?

It's so difficult not to vomit and also..how many of the successes reported here are just a presumption?
 
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redbathingduck

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I don't think SN is a very unsure method at all personally

I believe most people that took it deliberately to try and end up their life (and did not get found or get any help after taking it) ended up succeeding in their attempt. I don't know about the successes or failures posted on here because it's hard to prove their legitimacy

A while back I made this post in some thread after doing some research and for me it mostly cleared any worries I had:


And this is the study where I got the information from:


Hope it can somewhat help your worries
 
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If you ordered from IC I would check the shipping as the site has been shut down (dunno if tempory or not) and that might affect your order
 
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I don't think SN is a very unsure method at all personally

I believe most people that took it deliberately to try and end up their life (and did not get found or get any help after taking it) ended up succeeding in their attempt. I don't know about the successes or failures posted on here because it's hard to prove their legitimacy

A while back I made this post in some thread after doing some research and for me it mostly cleared any worries I had:


And this is the study where I got the information from:


Hope it can somewhat help your worries
Yeah the thing is not only the not getting found but also to keep it down, as your body ofcourse recognize it as poison. I have high change on colon cancer And have to laxate abd the salt I use for that makes me vomit also..
I don't think SN is a very unsure method at all personally

I believe most people that took it deliberately to try and end up their life (and did not get found or get any help after taking it) ended up succeeding in their attempt. I don't know about the successes or failures posted on here because it's hard to prove their legitimacy

A while back I made this post in some thread after doing some research and for me it mostly cleared any worries I had:


And this is the study where I got the information from:


Hope it can somewhat help your worries
And 15 % is so little percentage wise
If you ordered from IC I would check the shipping as the site has been shut down (dunno if tempory or not) and that might affect your order
I see that now yes, but I was able to order before it closed.. he has 3 websites and the are are closed.. I ordered on the 3rd and apparently it arrived in NL. It will take another 2/3 weeks due to Dutch customs
I don't think SN is a very unsure method at all personally

I believe most people that took it deliberately to try and end up their life (and did not get found or get any help after taking it) ended up succeeding in their attempt. I don't know about the successes or failures posted on here because it's hard to prove their legitimacy

A while back I made this post in some thread after doing some research and for me it mostly cleared any worries I had:


And this is the study where I got the information from:


Hope it can somewhat help your worries
And also it states they were not hospitalized because they were found death so yes.. that does not really say if they would have succeeded with or without help, I would be alone and won't call the ambulance before the process is surely done but when it is indeed and I am left with kidney failure etc than I have to get medical attention. I so desperately need ctb..but don't have place to hang myself..
 
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TapeMachine

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does anybody know personally someone that cybed with it?
Yes, one of my close friends did this past March. He too was apprehensive because of the "failure" posts here, but I told him not to worry about those. Every single SN failure post is either easily explained or fabricated.

But the best thing for anyone is to do some research themselves and absorb as much information as possible, that way the individual can come to their own conclusions. Months of research and a healthy dose of skepticism are why I don't stress out about those "failure" threads.
 
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Yes, one of my close friends did this past March. He too was apprehensive because of the "failure" posts here, but I told him not to worry about those. Every single SN failure post is either easily explained or fabricated.

But the best thing for anyone is to do some research themselves and absorb as much information as possible, that way the individual can come to their own conclusions. Months of research and a healthy dose of skepticism are why I don't stress out about those "failure" threads.
I am interested you just joined here?
I don't really agree on fabricated.cause the people make goodbye threads and including their regime and than come back with failure story most are with Stan's regime and also some include pictures of either product or how their face is blue
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redbathingduck

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And 15 % is so little percentage wise

The thing is that I don't think it's an accurate number for ctb cases. It just includes self poisoning and most of them would be accidental and likely way smaller doses, and almost all of them got hospitalized and recovered that way. I don't think it's a good number to go off.
And also it states they were not hospitalized because they were found death so yes.. that does not really say if they would have succeeded with or without help, I would be alone and won't call the ambulance before the process is surely done but when it is indeed and I am left with kidney failure etc than I have to get medical attention.

Yeah, that's a fair argument. I still think that the 100% rate of success of people that intentionally took it to commit suicide and didn't end up getting found/ getting help from the hospital is convincing enough of a statistic, at least it is for me. And about when the process is done, isn't SN known for not really having any long term effects if you do survive it? I don't think I've heard about kidney failure from SN before.

I am interested you just joined here?
I don't really agree on fabricated.cause the people make goodbye threads and including their regime and than come back with failure story most are with Stan's regime and also some include pictures of either product or how their face is blue

Don't know what you meant with this, the person you replied to has been around longer than you? It can be harsh to say that goodbye threads and other things could be fabricated but in most cases we'll never know for certain, anyone could post them which is why I personally trust studies and stats in general more so than posted threads here (I don't think that most of them are fabricated but like I said it's impossible to verify)

I'm sorry I couldn't quench your worries. SN is known to be a really lethal and reliable method which is why it has been cracked down on so much over the past few years as well. Don't know what else to say but I hope things will work out like you want them to
 
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I am interested you just joined here?
I don't really agree on fabricated.cause the people make goodbye threads and including their regime and than come back with failure story most are with Stan's regime and also some include pictures of either product or how their face is blue
I lurked and did nothing but research for a few months before finally joining in January, yes. What's your point?

I did not say that every failure post is fabricated; infact, I'm sure many of them are not. But I said they are either easily explained or *possibly* fabricated (I should have included "possibly" on my original statement. My apologies.)

Like I said, you're better off doing your own research and deciding what you feel is best. Always double check info, always.

I wanted to add this:

I think it is important to be aware of all possible mistakes, negative outcomes, temporary or potentially-longterm side effects, etc. There is much to be learned from many of the sincere SN failure threads, so I think it's as important to read those as it is to read the "successful" ones.

So I'm not suggesting that SN is infallible. But a healthy dose of skepticism on the internet is sometimes useful.
 
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The thing is that I don't think it's an accurate number for ctb cases. It just includes self poisoning and most of them would be accidental and likely way smaller doses, and almost all of them got hospitalized and recovered that way. I don't think it's a good number to go off.


Yeah, that's a fair argument. I still think that the 100% rate of success of people that intentionally took it to commit suicide and didn't end up getting found/ getting help from the hospital is convincing enough of a statistic, at least it is for me. And about when the process is done, isn't SN known for not really having any long term effects if you do survive it? I don't think I've heard about kidney failure from SN before.



Don't know what you meant with this, the person you replied to has been around longer than you? It can be harsh to say that goodbye threads and other things could be fabricated but in most cases we'll never know for certain, anyone could post them which is why I personally trust studies and stats in general more so than posted threads here (I don't think that most of them are fabricated but like I said it's impossible to verify)

I'm sorry I couldn't quench your worries. SN is known to be a really lethal and reliable method which is why it has been cracked down on so much over the past few years as well. Don't know what else to say but I hope things will work out like you want them to
Post in thread 'Why did you choose the sn method?'
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/why-did-you-choose-the-sn-method.97456/post-1697016
 
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It seems that you (SI) try to convince yourself that SN is not an effective method and then you start looking for another method and the cycle continues. SN is an effective method, just take it according to the regime or don't take it at all if you doubt it.
 
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SI?
I want a. Effective method, looked in to Al for 4 months and my situation is unbearable
 
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Larysa

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Apr 11, 2023
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Have you got a sedative planned? The part on SN in this post covers it:

 
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Willthishelp?

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Have you got a sedative planned? The part on SN in this post covers it:

No I don't have a sedative unfortunately ..
 
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kadjflakflajlk

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If you are found there is an incredibly effective treatment, which explains the 15%. Those who are not found though I wouldnt worry about surviving. I don't know why you're so sure you're gonna fail but I suspect you may self sabotage your attempt.
 
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Yes, one of my close friends did this past March. He too was apprehensive because of the "failure" posts here, but I told him not to worry about those. Every single SN failure post is either easily explained or fabricated.

But the best thing for anyone is to do some research themselves and absorb as much information as possible, that way the individual can come to their own conclusions. Months of research and a healthy dose of skepticism are why I don't stress out about those "failure" threads.
Hi,
Do you mind giving details on your friend's passing if you know? Was it smooth? Breathing problems etc?
 
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TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
385
Hi,
Do you mind giving details on your friend's passing if you know? Was it smooth? Breathing problems etc?
Sorry for the delay in responding; I had disabled my account recently, and I've just returned today.

I don't have details of his actual passing, as I was not in communication with him during his final couple of hours... I was too sad about his leaving (though I understood and supported his decision), so I said my goodbye a little earlier and then distanced myself...which I really regret having done now, because I should have been there for him at such a time...but I just couldn't do it emotionally. 😔

I know that is not the answer you sought, and I do apologize that I've no useful info regarding how he felt once he ingested the SN. I do know the regimen he followed, the SN & meds he used, and that he has passed on.
 
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Letgo

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Sorry for the delay in responding; I had disabled my account recently, and I've just returned today.

I don't have details of his actual passing, as I was not in communication with him during his final couple of hours... I was too sad about his leaving (though I understood and supported his decision), so I said my goodbye a little earlier and then distanced myself...which I really regret having done now, because I should have been there for him at such a time...but I just couldn't do it emotionally. 😔

I know that is not the answer you sought, and I do apologize that I've no useful info regarding how he felt once he ingested the SN. I do know the regimen he followed, the SN & meds he used, and that he has passed on.
First of all sorry about your loss...
Second, would it be ok with you to share the regimen he used and meds he used?
 
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I know that is not the answer you sought, and I do apologize that I've no useful info regarding how he felt once he ingested the SN. I do know the regimen he followed
Thanks.
 

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