SN Tonight: I’m finally leaving!

[MeltingHeart]

Goodluck to u. Not sure what time zone u r in but hope yr doing ok and still feeling kinda good from the antiemetic.

 

[lymestolemylife]

I have Lyme also, among other things. It is very difficult, I'm sorry for anyone who goes thru it.

Yeah its been a living hell. What else do you suffer with?

 

[MeltingHeart]

Yeah its been a living hell. What else do you suffer with?

Don't mean to be at all rude - but I feel like this is someone's goodbye post. So not best place for private convo. Focus should be on OP mainly at this time. Best wishes to u both. Sorry for ur difficulties.

 

[justwhy?]

I don't fully understand your reasons for ctb but it's clear that you tried to do something selfless and healing. I'm sorry it didn't work out the way you'd hoped.

May your next life grant you the harmony you seek.

 

[barty1013]

Don't mean to be at all rude - but I feel like this is someone's goodbye post. So not best place for private convo. Focus should be on OP mainly at this time. Best wishes to u both. Sorry for ur difficulties.

You are not rude at all. I'm new and had not read everything in proper order. You are completely right. Blessings to our brother.
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[MeltingHeart]

You are not rude at all. I'm new and had not read everything in proper order. You are completely right. Blessings to our brother.

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blessings to youtoo! hope OP is ok?!

 

[riven1431]

Maybe you can let him know so he can comfort you and you wont be alone. Its lovely that you have a friend who accepts you no matter what .

No way man, he'll talk me out of it. I told one of my other friends and she's freaked out. Ha

Don't mean to be at all rude - but I feel like this is someone's goodbye post. So not best place for private convo. Focus should be on OP mainly at this time. Best wishes to u both. Sorry for ur difficulties.

No i love it, you should be able to talk about your issues here to find some kind of closure also like it receiving from all you. Approximately 3hrs left till i cbd. Still feeling good on the zofran trying not to take too much of this shit lol

 

[MeltingHeart]

No way man, he'll talk me out of it. I told one of my other friends and she's freaked out. Ha

No i love it, you should be able to talk about your issues here to find some kind of closure also like it receiving from all you. Approximately 3hrs left till i cbd. Still feeling good on the zofran trying not to take too much of this shit lol

ahh my bad then-i just wanted on focus on u at this time-my apologies-i prob shouldnt have spoken for u in that way.hugs to u. sorry to previous posters.

 

[barty1013]

blessings to youtoo! hope OP is ok?!
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I hope all is well with him. I'm new here and don't want to influence any personal choice, just want him and anyone here to know, that I'm the same, that is why I've joined, but that they are loved nonetheless.

No way man, he'll talk me out of it. I told one of my other friends and she's freaked out. Ha

No i love it, you should be able to talk about your issues here to find some kind of closure also like it receiving from all you. Approximately 3hrs left till i cbd. Still feeling good on the zofran trying not to take too much of this shit lol

I put that up before I saw you were here. God bless brother...I know reincarnation to be true also, because of childhood dreams at 4 years old. Complex dreams. I've met so many people who have had near death experiences, in hospice work, hospitals...I'm assuming you know of all of that re: tunnel, light, etc.? You are not nor never alone...here nor "over there".

 

[riven1431]

Approx 2hrs till ctb, i might have to do it a little later if my roommate doesn't sleep by then. I lost my zofran which sucks, but i took about 24mg of it which is still making me dizzy, but i'm still going through with this.

 

[Ghosted]

Peace be with you.

 

[Shivani]

Wishing you strength and peace...

 

[JustVisiting]

Peaceful journey

 

[charlottewilts]

i hope everything goes okay

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish for you peace in whatever decision you make.

 

[Boochky]

Wishing you peace @riven1431. Are you still with us?

 

[astro]

hope you are in a way better place

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

Thank you for your time with us. Hope all went well.

 

[Soul]

@riven1431, I hope you're somewhere comfortable and secure, and that everything goes as you wish it to. Journey well x

 

[riven1431]

Unfortunately i forgot to factor out that people sleep late on friday's, and my roommate just went to sleep, so i'll be doing this now

 

[R_N]

Whatever you choose to do I wish you peace. Take care friend.

 

[Forever or never]

Unfortunately i forgot to factor out that people sleep late on friday's, and my roommate just went to sleep, so i'll be doing this now

I dont really know you, but last night when you said goodbye, i browsed trjough your postings just to know u a bit better. All i can say, i wish u my best wishes, hugs and everzlything you desire! If you decide not to, let me know and pm maybe.

 

[riven1431]

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I dont really know you, but last night when you said goodbye, i browsed trjough your postings just to know u a bit better. All i can say, i wish u my best wishes, hugs and everzlything you desire! If you decide not to, let me know and pm maybe.

thank you. Got my sn ready in 3 cups incase i fail

 

[edward77]

wishing u peace dear. we all will be there today or tomorrow.. hugs

 

[realjunes]

Sending you wish of love and peace.

 

[Jean4]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Send you peace. Again, good luck in what you decide.

 

[LivingToLong]

I hope you find your peace wherever it may be.

 

[realjunes]

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thank you. Got my sn ready in 3 cups incase i fail

Was this the last post we got from @riven1431?

 

[Enshadowed]

Wishing you the best. Hope you find the peace that you deserve.