SN suffering?

[Kayla]

Did you take anything besides sn like antiemetics?

I didn't take antiemetics, and I didn't take benzos. Just the SN.

 

[Daisy*]

I didn't take antiemetics, and I didn't take benzos. Just the SN.

Why did you take it in front of the police knowing it wouldn't work?

 

[Kayla]

Why did you take it in front of the police knowing it wouldn't work?

But it did work.. I did die, I had a cardiac arrest and was dead for 25 minutes, I just didn't stay dead. I knew it would work. I knew I was most likely going to die when I was sitting on the bathroom floor.

 

[Daisy*]

But it did work.. I did die, I had a cardiac arrest and was dead for 25 minutes, I just didn't stay dead. I knew it would work. I knew I was most likely going to die when I was sitting on the bathroom floor.

I guess I'm confused. So you didn't know that you're life could be saved if you're found especially if you're found within a second?

 

[Kayla]

I guess I'm confused. So you didn't know that you're life could be saved if you're found especially if you're found within a second?

I knew that I was probably going to die. I don't live close to a hospital, and my life was barely saved. Cardiac arrest, and then they didn't know how much brain damage I had or if I was going to wake up.

 

[slightoverlooked]

For me it wasnt the most pleasant thing but bearable. I was groaning and shifting and turning bc my brain was very fuzzy. i didnt feel nauseous for some reason but i doubt thats normal. I would assume 99.99 percent of ppl get nauseous. I could feel how I got shortness of breath and all that. Almost died (doctors said they have never seen anyone survive oxygen levels that low). I was in an induced coma and (sadly) survived. The aftermath was low blood pressure (still struggle with that sometimes after 6 months) and right after shortness of breath for a week or two. Other than that I am fine rn. The taste of pure salt is very triggering but I will probably ctb with SN or KN regardless. I didnt use meto or benzos. Only had a sip or two of my drink, couldnt finish it.

 

[Daisy*]

I knew that I was probably going to die. I don't live close to a hospital, and my life was barely saved. Cardiac arrest, and then they didn't know how much brain damage I had or if I was going to wake up.

Glad you made it though I've never heard of someone not making it if they were found in time.

 

[SDB]

For me it wasnt the most pleasant thing but bearable. I was groaning and shifting and turning bc my brain was very fuzzy. i didnt feel nauseous for some reason but i doubt thats normal. I would assume 99.99 percent of ppl get nauseous. I could feel how I got shortness of breath and all that. Almost died (doctors said they have never seen anyone survive oxygen levels that low). I was in an induced coma and (sadly) survived. The aftermath was low blood pressure (still struggle with that sometimes after 6 months) and right after shortness of breath for a week or two. Other than that I am fine rn. The taste of pure salt is very triggering but I will probably ctb with SN or KN regardless. I didnt use meto or benzos. Only had a sip or two of my drink, couldnt finish it.

Why could you not finish it? It's supposed to be a small amount? Did you get duck were you discovered and revived? How much did you take?

 

[Kayla]

Glad you made it though I've never heard of someone not making it if they were found in time.

Sadly, I have multiple times. Look up Vlad Nikolin-Caisley. He had help but sadly died. Another person I know was found but collapsed and sadly passed away as well.

 

[slightoverlooked]

Why could you not finish it? It's supposed to be a small amount? Did you get duck were you discovered and revived? How much did you take?

my friend suspected my attempt and called the ambulance. I couldnt finish it cuz im stupid and couldnt stand the taste. im also unable to down shots in one go so i just suck at that lmao. would have probably died if i drank all. but tbf that small amount probably almost killed me bc im underweight.

 

[Daisy*]

Sadly, I have multiple times. Look up Vlad Nikolin-Caisley. He had help but sadly died. Another person I know was found but collapsed and sadly passed away as well.

Yikes, well I definitely won't be found. I won't even have my phone near me.

 

[SDB]

my friend suspected my attempt and called the ambulance. I couldnt finish it cuz im stupid and couldnt stand the taste. im also unable to down shots in one go so i just suck at that lmao. would have probably died if i drank all. but tbf that small amount probably almost killed me bc im underweight.

But do you remember the amount?

 

[slightoverlooked]

But do you remember the amount?

20 g maybe idk and i drank like 1/4 of it.

 

[SDB]

20 g maybe idk and i drank like 1/4 of it.

Ok would you say 25g is the ideal amount despite maybe having roughly 5g?

It must be awful to have poison in your stomach and not know what effects await you.

As long as it works and I pass, I don't care

 

[Daisy*]

Ok would you say 25g is the ideal amount despite maybe having roughly 5g?

As long as it works and I pass, I don't care

I think there are a ton of fake suicide attempts on here. Just my opinion though I come from a family where 6 committed suicide successfully the first time around. I understand maybe getting it wrong the first time, but after that I think it's mainly a cry for help and not a real attempt.

 

[ohsosleepy]

Ok would you say 25g is the ideal amount despite maybe having roughly 5g?

Not the user you're replying to, but 25g seems to be more than enough for most people. It all depends on different factors as another user has stated, so it's reasonable someone could die from as little as 5g.

 

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[pistone]

Ok would you say 25g is the ideal amount despite maybe having roughly 5g?

As long as it works and I pass, I don't care

Same

 

[SDB]

Not the user you're replying to, but 25g seems to be more than enough for most people. It all depends on different factors as another user has stated, so it's reasonable someone could die from as little as 5g.

Gotcha! Thanks

I think there are a ton of fake suicide attempts on here. Just my opinion though I come from a family where 6 committed suicide successfully the first time around. I understand maybe getting it wrong the first time, but after that I think it's mainly a cry for help and not a real attempt.

You think they're faked or failed? They seem to get pretty close if you ask me