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Amarajoy

Amarajoy

Specialist
Sep 12, 2024
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As a survivor of a SN attempt back in May I can confirm it is relatively peaceful. There wasn't any pain. Once I had ingested it, time went fast, and before I knew it, I was unconscious.
It's interesting that some reports make it sound terrible, like the one above with burning insides, yet others it's peaceful without any pain.
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
335
It's interesting that some reports make it sound terrible, like the one above with burning insides, yet others it's peaceful without any pain.
Exactly. Maybe it's different people's bodies reacting different ways. For some people it's peaceful and for some it's not. I don't think the guy who posted that his insides were burning and the people posting it was peaceful are lying, so it has to be that. If I ever have to do it obviously I hope it's peaceful for me.
 
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falali

Member
Feb 23, 2026
9
I feel like the pain can be mostly avoided with a good protocol but it's gonna be a different reaction to everyone based on their metabolism and your body shape

If you have acces to any benzo it for sure help
Tired, loss of memory. No energy. Scars in different places from where they had tubes and stuff going in me. The chances of surviving sn is very slim
Thanks you for sharing your experience
 
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Bybye

Member
Sep 24, 2023
12
is it just me or it feels like some methods are simply redacted. like is there rly no easy way to pass away. why it gotta be so complicated
Life's shit and they know many more people would be offing themselves if peaceful methods were easily available.
The overlords need as many people around to make employement cheap, anyone will pick any job for as little pay as possible.

(This was just an excuse to reply so I can see the hidden message).
 
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ilovenewyork

Experienced
Nov 16, 2025
250
It's interesting that some reports make it sound terrible, like the one above with burning insides, yet others it's peaceful without any pain.
Could be the purity of their source.

We don't talk enough about the money aspect of SN. DSL must be cleaning up. Is it possible they are encouraging SN use on this forum through fake accounts?
I don't know that SN is better than a rope. To each their own I guess
 
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gardenhouse

Experienced
Mar 26, 2026
221
I had always heard that passing away from SN was peaceful. But, last time someone posted the thread linked below in which he posted as he was going through the steps of CTB by SN. He said it tasted like seawater and the effects where almost immediate. What's concerning is that he reported that it felt like sh*t and that he was sweating, had a hard time breathing, and his insides were burning. Is this experience typical? I wonder how long these feelings lasted before he passed away. Based on the thread, he was successful. I pray his soul is at peace.

That's why you need strong benzodiazepines
 
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gardenhouse

Experienced
Mar 26, 2026
221
I mean to subdue the pain before the sn knocks you out
I'm not sure about it, i think pph book mention you need to take some medicine to prevent your stomach to vomit it out, because if you vomit it, it will make the whole process longer
 
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AnonymousCat1

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Apr 17, 2026
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from what I've read, it depends on various factors, including but not limited to:
  • How concentrated your drink is
  • How quickly it goes into your small intestine
  • How long you fasted for (this affects stomach emptying, acidity levels, etc)
  • What other meds you took and when
  • Perhaps more individual stuff like your metabolism and mental state at the time
 
rainbowpuker

rainbowpuker

Member
Feb 15, 2026
67
As a survivor of a SN attempt back in May I can confirm it is relatively peaceful. There wasn't any pain. Once I had ingested it, time went fast, and before I knew it, I was unconscious.
How long did it take for the effects
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
335
That's why you need strong benzodiazepines
Drugs like Valium and Xanax are hard to get in the USA because of their potential for addiction. Doctors are reluctant to give it. If I went to my doctor and asked for it she would write my a prescription for something weaker.