curiousgeorgette
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It's interesting that some reports make it sound terrible, like the one above with burning insides, yet others it's peaceful without any pain.As a survivor of a SN attempt back in May I can confirm it is relatively peaceful. There wasn't any pain. Once I had ingested it, time went fast, and before I knew it, I was unconscious.
Exactly. Maybe it's different people's bodies reacting different ways. For some people it's peaceful and for some it's not. I don't think the guy who posted that his insides were burning and the people posting it was peaceful are lying, so it has to be that. If I ever have to do it obviously I hope it's peaceful for me.It's interesting that some reports make it sound terrible, like the one above with burning insides, yet others it's peaceful without any pain.
Thanks you for sharing your experienceTired, loss of memory. No energy. Scars in different places from where they had tubes and stuff going in me. The chances of surviving sn is very slim
Sameditto
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Life's shit and they know many more people would be offing themselves if peaceful methods were easily available.is it just me or it feels like some methods are simply redacted. like is there rly no easy way to pass away. why it gotta be so complicated
Could be the purity of their source.It's interesting that some reports make it sound terrible, like the one above with burning insides, yet others it's peaceful without any pain.
That's why you need strong benzodiazepinesI had always heard that passing away from SN was peaceful. But, last time someone posted the thread linked below in which he posted as he was going through the steps of CTB by SN. He said it tasted like seawater and the effects where almost immediate. What's concerning is that he reported that it felt like sh*t and that he was sweating, had a hard time breathing, and his insides were burning. Is this experience typical? I wonder how long these feelings lasted before he passed away. Based on the thread, he was successful. I pray his soul is at peace.
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SN in a few hours (goodbye)
in a few hours, i will be attempting with SN . im currently writing this with everythinf ready and set up, im just waiting for everyone else to go to sleep some of you who have access to the sanctuary may have seen my head up yesterday, and for those wondering about the protocol i will be using...www.sanctioned-suicide.net
I wonder if just ibuprofen would be enough to make sn not painful?That's why you need strong benzodiazepines
No because ibuprofen doesn't sedate you, make you unconsciousI wonder if just ibuprofen would be enough to make sn not painful?
I mean to subdue the pain before the sn knocks you outNo because ibuprofen doesn't sedate you, make you unconscious
I'm not sure about it, i think pph book mention you need to take some medicine to prevent your stomach to vomit it out, because if you vomit it, it will make the whole process longerI mean to subdue the pain before the sn knocks you out
How long did you fast for prior?I took 7g, but I did throw up quite a bit.
I didn't fast at all. I had eaten shortly before.How long did you fast for prior?
How long did it take for the effectsAs a survivor of a SN attempt back in May I can confirm it is relatively peaceful. There wasn't any pain. Once I had ingested it, time went fast, and before I knew it, I was unconscious.
I was sick almost immediately, and that's most of what I remember.How long did it take for the effects
Drugs like Valium and Xanax are hard to get in the USA because of their potential for addiction. Doctors are reluctant to give it. If I went to my doctor and asked for it she would write my a prescription for something weaker.That's why you need strong benzodiazepines
Did you take anything besides sn like antiemetics?I was sick almost immediately, and that's most of what I remember.