SN seems kind of scary, like no turning back now

[DoomsdayCTB]

This is not the method I'd prefer. I feel like once I take it there's no going back. Especially if the vomiting starts up. Like oops, I took enough to kill myself. It's in my system and there's no going back now. Here come the vomits, guess it's happening. Then I see the posts of people doing it and they're lucid enough to write down their progress. Yeesh, it actually sounds pretty horrible to do it this way. All the thinking, taking so long to pass. Actively dying while writing down thoughts. Idk if I could face that. Vomiting is painful for me, so there would be pain. Yeah, this is all I have access to so I guess that's it. Hanging is too grim and I suck at that stuff. Can't get a gun. Yet. You guys are brave for doing SN, but I guess we wouldn't know. My original method was going to stab myself, thinking I could bleed out in minutes. But then I ran across this site and saw non-methods.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Yes, that's the idea. For those who don't want to turn back. Yes I read an awful thread a few months ago (but it was older than that) by someone who tried stabbing. After a long, painful recovery, they ultimately CTB'd with SN.

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

I'm genuinely scared just thinking about drinking it. I don't know how so many managed to do it. But it's the only way, so i have to do it