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LK_OP

LK_OP

neckburn
Feb 16, 2026
14
I'm currently working on creating my own protocol while the SN is still on way. I want to hear criticism or advice.

I have seen that some people taking antacids or antiemetics a couple times a day a week before SN. Is this necessary? Can i just take all meds an hour before SN, but like 2 or 3 times of regular dosage? Im planning to take Motonium as antiemetic and Omeprazole as antacid, but i also have Maalox. Here's the raw plan:

21:00 - last meal, minimum liquids
8:00 - Motonium (domperidone) 3x10mg
8:05 - Omeprazole 10mg
8:20 - Paracetamol 1000mg
8:40 - SN 25g in 50ml water, 2x just in case

Please rate the reliability of my protocol.
Thx for your time.
 
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truehappiness

How long until I can be happy?
Mar 3, 2026
50
I would definitely not forget the benzo's!

There have been quite a bit of peaceful SN passings but also a lot of not so peaceful ones...
And benzos can make your passing a lot easier to endure as you will be knocked out before a lot of the more nasty stuff happens.

Else I sadly can not judge much about the protocol itself. I am definitely not well versed enough just yet to give other advise than that to others
 
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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Student
Apr 5, 2025
131
I'm currently working on creating my own protocol while the SN is still on way. I want to hear criticism or advice.

I have seen that some people taking antacids or antiemetics a couple times a day a week before SN. Is this necessary? Can i just take all meds an hour before SN, but like 2 or 3 times of regular dosage? Im planning to take Motonium as antiemetic and Omeprazole as antacid, but i also have Maalox. Here's the raw plan:

21:00 - last meal, minimum liquids
8:00 - Motonium (domperidone) 3x10mg
8:05 - Omeprazole 10mg
8:20 - Paracetamol 1000mg
8:40 - SN 25g in 50ml water, 2x just in case

Please rate the reliability of my protocol.
Thx for your time.
I would start taking the omeprazole twice a day 4 days before you CBT. It will give some effect on day 1 but can take 4 days for full effect.
 
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LK_OP

neckburn
Feb 16, 2026
14
I would definitely not forget the benzo's!

There have been quite a bit of peaceful SN passings but also a lot of not so peaceful ones...
And benzos can make your passing a lot easier to endure as you will be knocked out before a lot of the more nasty stuff happens.

Else I sadly can not judge much about the protocol itself. I am definitely not well versed enough just yet to give other advise than that to others
Thank you for your response. Unfortunately, benzos are strictly prescription in my country, and I have no alternatives, but I believe I can overcome my fear.
 
truehappiness

truehappiness

How long until I can be happy?
Mar 3, 2026
50
Thank you for your response. Unfortunately, benzos are strictly prescription in my country, and I have no alternatives, but I believe I can overcome my fear.
Don't worry about that. It is the same here in Germany.
Go to DH and buy them there ^^

I obviously won't tell you how you should plan your exit. But I would love for you to not suffer if it's preventable
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
785
I would definitely not forget the benzo's!

There have been quite a bit of peaceful SN passings but also a lot of not so peaceful ones...
And benzos can make your passing a lot easier to endure as you will be knocked out before a lot of the more nasty stuff happens.

Else I sadly can not judge much about the protocol itself. I am definitely not well versed enough just yet to give other advise than that to others
I plan on using benzos too when my time comes to drink my SN. My benzos of choice were Xanax 0,5mg ones.
Taking them before drinking SN can have very calming effect and will make the entire process less scary and more pleasant. I lied to my doctor that I have anxiety panic attacks, and he prescribed them to me.
 
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truehappiness

How long until I can be happy?
Mar 3, 2026
50
I plan on using benzos too when my time comes to drink my SN. My benzos of choice were Xanax 0,5mg ones.
Taking them before drinking SN can have very calming effect and will make the entire process less scary and more pleasant. I lied to my doctor that I have anxiety panic attacks, and he prescribed them to me.
Usually you don't get them so easily.
At first they normally try to put you through any other kind of therapy as Benzos are very very addictive and fairly dangerous long term.

Were there already other therapies that have been tried before that?
 
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Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
785
Usually you don't get them so easily.
At first they normally try to put you through any other kind of therapy as Benzos are very very addictive and fairly dangerous long term.

Were there already other therapies that have been tried before that?
I havent taken any other pills before the benzos except painkillers for my pain. Doctors in my country are so backwards, they can perscribe to you almost anything if you are persistent enough. That's how i got my meto, i lied that i had nauseating migraines.
 
truehappiness

truehappiness

How long until I can be happy?
Mar 3, 2026
50
I havent taken any other pills before the benzos except painkillers for my pain. Doctors in my country are so backwards, they can perscribe to you almost anything if you are persistent enough. That's how i got my meto, i lied that i had nauseating migraines.
that is very impressive.

I might get meto as well here in Germany. But Benzos? No chance whatsoever xD damn
 
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