TheWood
Experienced
- Mar 1, 2022
- 216
I think the vomiting and malaise that sn can cause can be compared to a bad hangover where you have one regurgitation after another. Correct me if I'm wrongSN is uncomfortable at best. Obviously counter lies but don't mislead and call it peaceful. If you've come to terms with it then good on you but let's be fair about it to others.
Anyone acting like people who opted for this method have not faced pain, discomfort, amd violent vomiting aren't being honest with it. Separate witness accounts of SN deaths have said the process did not look peaceful. SN has many goodbye threads where it's a mixed bag of panic, vomit, and confusion or a relatively smooth decline. It's a gamble.
It is what it is. Death sucks most of the time. If you like poisoning it's a valid option with potential cons. It's no N and it never will be no matter how many antiemetics you pop and how much wishful thinking you use. There's a reason SN needs this level of defense and N is pretty much a settled discussion. I personally don't want to be found tar black and covered in my own vomit but fuck, that might be my endgame. I wish we would stay as real as can be about suicide. You should be fearful. You're going to spend 20+ minutes in a state of dizzying, heart racing nausea with the life being sucked out of you. It's uncomfortable at best and a garbage way to die at worst. Most of us don't have the luxury of a better exit at this rate. Curse the day you were born and strap in for the SN ride. It's grim shit, it is what it is. Hopefully your life is more grim because that makes it easier to face.