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WonderWhatsOutThere

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Aug 30, 2025
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Ok, so I have the ant-emetic and just got prescribed Oxazepam he even prescribed me propranolol without me asking, and the SN should be on it's way. I'm so close, but I feel really guilty. I'm taking advantage of these medical professionals who think they're helping me get better but they are actually helping me end things... but I know I have no other path left. My injury has left me without a sense of self and feeling disconnected form my body
 
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hoe_for_woe

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Sep 2, 2025
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I don't think you need to feel guilty about that. As someone with experience in the medical field, we know that some people slipping through the cracks is gonna be unavoidable. I hope you find peace ♥️
 
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Aug 30, 2025
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I don't think you need to feel guilty about that. As someone with experience in the medical field, we know that some people slipping through the cracks is gonna be unavoidable. I hope you find peace ♥️
Thank you :heart:

I love your name, by the way lol
 
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I'm really worried that the SN won't arrive. I ordered it, but the tracking information says it hasn't left a UPS facility for a while and I'm starting to get worried they somehow realized what it was. Or that it won't even be SN when it arrives
 
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WonderWhatsOutThere

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My benzo prescription got changed to somehting else because Serax wasn't showing up in my doctors system, I think I'll have to do it without benzos because if I push it too much he might become suspicious :'(

I am not looking forward to the extra pain...

On the bright side, the SN is almost here
 
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usernotfoundever

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Sep 4, 2025
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Dont worry dude i will join u there too before or after it depends
Ok, so I have the ant-emetic and just got prescribed Oxazepam he even prescribed me propranolol without me asking, and the SN should be on it's way. I'm so close, but I feel really guilty. I'm taking advantage of these medical professionals who think they're helping me get better but they are actually helping me end things... but I know I have no other path left. My injury has left me without a sense of self and feeling disconnected form my bod
 
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WonderWhatsOutThere

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Aug 30, 2025
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I like the idea of going out at the same time as someone else, even if we're not in the same area
 
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Mar 28, 2025
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What injury do you have? :(
 

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