I am definitely afraid of those 10-15 minutes before loss of consciousness. And I've been doing a lot of thinking. But it can't possibly be that bad. Think about it. It seems to be the most popular method on this site. Think about all the people who have done it. They're all dead. Not one single person freaked out and called an ambulance. Look at all the other methods.... How many times has someone made a goodbye post, and then for whatever reason it doesn't work out, and then they're back on here in a day or a week talking about what went wrong. Has that ever happened with SN? No. Anyone and everyone who's ever actually drank it is dead. If it was that bad, there would be people freaking out and calling 911. Clearly, it must be manageable. And then you simply lose consciousness. After that, it doesn't matter what happens. You're out cold.