Hi everyone i am new, just registred besides the difficulties since i am from Italy. First of all i am glad i've found you, i am suffering a lot and i lost hope few days ago because i didn't find a concrete way to kill me. Trust me i tried, wrists, hanging, pills (suffered a lot) but i suffered my entire life and i want to stop this now. I read the article about shopping SN, i can't find it easily online (Amazon, eBay) i tried other websites too but i've found on Amazon.in just naNo3. I ask for help starting from this, please, then regarding Metoclopramide and Tagamet are they easy to reach? One last question and hope for your kind answer, i read about two guys in Italy that were helped by chat preparing their deaths, how? I would really need assistance and someone to talk to about this, they wrote in italian.