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Daniela

Specialist
Feb 23, 2019
303
I have SN (food grade), AEs, AAs

I have ordered SN (lab grade) and diphenhydramine in case I have a bad reaction to meto. (I tested 10g and it just makes me tired.)

If they haven't been dispatched yet, should I annul both and go for it?

I have chugged a glass of kitchen salt mixed with water and absolutely nothing happened.

If the new purchases are already dispatched, my parents will open the packages after I ctb and my brother is going to yell at them for failing to intercept the other things. After doing the regimen, if I'm not too drowsy, I planned on hiding my kit - if not outside my room, at least in some hidden corner (eg on top of the wardrobe)

I guess it'd be foolish to worry about hiding after I'm gone since there's going to be an autopsy. I just don't want the inevitable explosion to happen.
 
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NitriteAnatomy

NitriteAnatomy

Lost. Alone. Trapped. Need escape.
Nov 21, 2019
450
My lab grade SN just shipped this morning, should have it by the end of the week. Odd to be actually kind of excited and it not being from my crippling anxiety, but I know my depression will hit before long to make up for it.
 
dreaf

dreaf

Member
Nov 14, 2019
28
Rennie Spearmint 72 Tablets Indigestion Heartburn is that the same as zantac?
 
Moonicide

Moonicide

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Nov 19, 2019
802
All my stuff finally arrived and it's hitting me real hard. It makes everything so much real, you know? My heart aches because I'm about to do something that will hurt so many people in the process, but I just can't keep living like this... I actually was at my friends place this weekend and we were discussing suicide, she has attempted a few times. She looked at me and told me not to leave her. How she's never had a friend that has committed suicide and how it would trigger her, mess her up, etc. I don't want to do that to her. She's such a sweet person. I love her to death... But I'm hurting just by being alive. I wasn't meant to live in a world that can be so cruel. There's no other way for me. It's not going to get better. I really hope the people I leave behind will forgive me.

I'm almost done with my goodbye letters too. All that's left is to prepare, clean my room, etc.
 
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Abood95

Member
Jul 1, 2019
33
I ordered SN using a company for shipping but the item is prohibited to be imported to my country. This nightmare life won't end. What am I supposed to do..
 
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cursum.perficio

Member
Nov 26, 2019
75
Stock up while you can. Guaranteed the sons of bitches life cultists will get it banned in countries due to the attention it's getting.
 
howard

howard

Experienced
Sep 13, 2019
268
Stock up while you can. Guaranteed the sons of bitches life cultists will get it banned in countries due to the attention it's getting.
I ended up getting 2 bottles got 300g, what if I took it all, would I explode!!
 
SpecialK

SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
Guys,

Is the SN prohibited to be imported in Canada?

Because I am reading everyone receiving theirs and it makes me sad :(
I ordered mine 2x (2 different sellers) on Nov 7 from polish and UK seller and still haven't received yet. Last time parcel was scanned is Nov 17 "in transit to destination country" and my country main post service isn't able to find any informations about the tracking numbers.

I also ordered again 2x on November 16, and it's the same drill with the parcel tracking history.
 
TrailerTrash

TrailerTrash

Just Passing Through
Oct 10, 2019
240
Just received SN and measured it out 1 tablespoon = 23g

Noticed lots of people asking about measuring Sodium Nitrite (NaNO2). Wiki and other sources list SN's weight/volume characteristic (relative density) to be: 2.168 g/cm3 (grams per cubic centimeter) - very close to regular salt NaCl at 2.17 g/cm3. The SN density is for anhydrous SN and the word "anhydrous" means it's practically free of water versus some type of liquid SN mixture. Some people see the word anhydrous and are unsure WTH it means. Anyway, the conversion of tablespoon to cm3 is: 1 Tablespoon = 14.786765 cm3. So every tablespoon of SN is roughly 2.168 g/cm3 * 14.786765 cm3/Tbs = 32g/Tbs. As an aside, SN solubility (mixing/dissolving) in water is very good - as discussed everywhere - almost 85g can be successfully dissolved in water at 25 °C (77 °F). Of course 85g is .... no pun intended .... overkill. Open to critiques/criticisms if I've missed something. Not sure why pictures of huge quantities of SN being measured out make sense ..... again, open to correction(s) for any detail(s) I may have overlooked. Note: many references for regular salt cite about 18-20g/Tbs, which is closer to what @Fallen leaf weighed ..... much of the difference is related to moisture content, how tightly packed (ideally filling measuring device) a substance is when measured, and other factors. Either way, it appears that 1 Tbs or at most 1.5 Tbs is sufficient.
 
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Daniela

Specialist
Feb 23, 2019
303
Has anyone ever used SN that has hardened over time (even without exposure to air) to successfully CTB? Given recent calls to stockpile on SN before it's too regulated to be as accessible as it is now, I think it's relevant.

For example, the "successful" attempts reported in this thread appear to have used freshly bought SN
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/members-attempting-with-sn-success-failure.22018/
 
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spanishguy22

Enlightened
Apr 9, 2019
1,003
Has anyone ever used SN that has hardened over time (even without exposure to air) to successfully CTB? Given recent calls to stockpile on SN before it's too regulated to be as accessible as it is now, I think it's relevant.

For example, the "successful" attempts reported in this thread appear to have used freshly bought SN
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/members-attempting-with-sn-success-failure.22018/

As long as there is no chemical difference there wouldn't be a loss of effectiveness between clamped or fresh SN.
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

Visionary
Jun 1, 2019
2,113
Can we all please stop revealing sources on the open forum.

Thank you.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

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Nov 19, 2019
802
I ended up getting 2 bottles got 300g, what if I took it all, would I explode!!
I mean 25g is already overkill... I can't imagine 300g. :ohh:
 
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SpecialK

Student
Apr 15, 2019
155
I mean 25g is already overkill... I can't imagine 300g. :ohh:

You'd probably turn blue under 5 minutes. And be in pain, if you don't lose consciousness. I don't know, speculating.

That's very overkill :o send me some if you have extra! Joke. But I wish.
 
restingspot

restingspot

Lucid Dreamer
May 30, 2019
224
Would meclizine interfere with the domperidone if taken at the same time?

25mg of meclizine makes me drowsy but I might take 50mg if it doesn't impact the domperidone negatively. Taking the stat dose if that makes a difference.
 
Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Would meclizine interfere with the domperidone if taken at the same time?

25mg of meclizine makes me drowsy but I might take 50mg if it doesn't impact the domperidone negatively. Taking the stat dose if that makes a difference.
You can always check for any medication interactions here:
 
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restingspot

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cookiedough

Member
Oct 25, 2019
45
Is there a ratio to calculate the amount of SN you need based on weight?
 
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dedalus1238900

dedalus1238900

Pharmacology Enthusist
Nov 28, 2019
45
I bet you can find it in a supermarkets or chain drug stores have it. Google product generic and I bet you see it, Usually says heartburn relief.
 
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Set me free

Member
Aug 27, 2019
8
Hi! I ordered also from that seller and I haven't got a parcel even though I got an e-mail saying the parcel should have arrived. Wonder if it got held up at customs..
Guys,

Is the SN prohibited to be imported in Canada?

Because I am reading everyone receiving theirs and it makes me sad :(
I ordered mine 2x (2 different sellers) on Nov 7 from polish and UK seller and still haven't received yet. Last time parcel was scanned is Nov 17 "in transit to destination country" and my country main post service isn't able to find any informations about the tracking numbers.

I also ordered again 2x on November 16, and it's the same drill with the parcel tracking history.

I'm wondering this also. Not Canada though..the package hasn't arrived and just ordered another one. Maybe got held up at customs?
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
2,151
Does SN also kill without these additional drugs? Yes, Potentially it can. If u dont vomit-this is one of the main issues.
You should read this updated thread-its better:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/
 
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Lotus1818

Lotus1818

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Nov 4, 2019
248
After 2-3 weeks of waiting I finally received my SN from the seller from country p. I got my metos from the Greek seller.

I am not going to use this for atleast a year. I'll just see how life will go for now. I might even not use it all. Got about 2 years untill the meto isn't good anymore.

I don't really feel excited or sick or anything. I just feel empty. I kinda don't believe that this stuff could kill me I guess.
 

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snorli

Student
Sep 30, 2019
178
After 2-3 weeks of waiting I finally received my SN from the seller from country p. I got my metos from the Greek seller.

I am not going to use this for atleast a year. I'll just see how life will go for now. I might even not use it all. Got about 2 years untill the meto isn't good anymore.

I don't really feel excited or sick or anything. I just feel empty. I kinda don't believe that this stuff could kill me I guess.
My thoughts/feelings almost exactly. Just another package -_-. Hell, I buy almost everything online due to agoraphobia lol. Wishing you all the best. Life to fight another day (if you so prefer).
 
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