Method SN in a few hours (goodbye)

[weeping<3willow]

i love u dude. i hope ur misery ends. im sorry it came to this

 

[BradGuy123]

I wish I knew how to obtain SN and everything else for this protocol. I don't think I can't obtain SN since I'm in the USA.

I live in the USA as well. SN is very hard to obtain from what I hear. I haven't tried. I don't know where to get it from and if I tried it would probably trigger a welfare check from the local police. One federal lawmaker has proposed a bill to ban individuals from obtaining it. The anti-choice people don't want people to have autonomy of their own bodies. They want to force people to suffer through whatever circumstances they are going through no matter how horrible. I am not looking to CTB right now but I do believe I should have that right if I choose it some day.

 

[Bitter Almonds]

Find your peace.

 

[sanctionedusage]

this was in the middle of my usual sleeping hours, i knew i probably wasn't gonna make it in real time.
rest in peace i hope the initial discomfort went away quickly

 

[shegotaway]

wish u already found the peace!

 

[FadingSnowFake]

hey, SN doesnt even taste half as bad as i expected it to
just tastes like seawater
i can already slightly feel it lol
guys holy shit
it feels almost immediate
yeah no it feels like shit km sweatu and everything
can nare
y breathe and isnides are burninf

As I tasted seawater just now, I thought of you. Hope you found peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Alexandra_]

I hope you don't suffer anymore, goodbye

 

[lanadelreyisgod223]

godspeed honey, it was always a pleasure to see you in threads. i hope you find peace no matter what happened.

 

[RichardFirst]

Fair thee well and find your peace, my friend.

 

[SymphonyOfSuffering]

Hope uve found peace my goat

 

[deadngoresurgery]

in a few hours, i will be attempting with SN . im currently writing this with everythinf ready and set up, im just waiting for everyone else to go to sleep

some of you who have access to the sanctuary may have seen my head up yesterday, and for those wondering about the protocol i will be using its also in that post: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/attempting-ctb-with-sn-tomorrow-my-protocol.231458/

i really have nothing esle to say. i took a warm bath earlier today to relieve and clean myself, and i have been fasting for around 36 hours now, so i am pretty hopeful for this attempt, as i also have everything needed on the typical protocol except the benzos

i'm very glad to be sharing this precious moment with you all. im making this thread so when i go through with it, i can give live feedback about how it feels and how it goes, and answer whatever questions some of you may have.

i'm sorry it had to be this way. but i hope you will rest in peace <3

 

[Dawns]

alright here we go
the propranolol mixture is fucking awful. just downed half of it only i cant do the rest
Not evene the sn tasted that bad as the propranolol
im having a lolipop
hey, SN doesnt even taste half as bad as i expected it to
just tastes like seawater
i can already slightly feel it lol
guys holy shit
it feels almost immediate
yeah no it feels like shit km sweatu and everything
can nare
y breathe and isnides are burninf

I hope you found peace

 

[valleyofthedolls]

Why didn't they provide more updates after taking SN? Just one update about it burning? That's not good

 

[meddle]

Why didn't they provide more updates after taking SN? Just one update about it burning? That's not good

because its hard to use a phone when your fingers are numb and you are feeling weak and dizzy. source: i took sn and that was what i felt

 

[Aflame5926]

because its hard to use a phone when your fingers are numb and you are feeling weakness and dizziness. source: i took sn and that was what i felt

and you survived?!?!?!????? are ya still ok?

 

[meddle]

and you survived?!?!?!????? are ya still ok?

haha, yeah. im a coward, so i took only 2 g instead of 25 g. the process took much longer, the symptoms appeared approximately 1.5 h later. so i was found and placed in the icu. and, well, thats how i survived but i can tell from that experience that sn is a solid way to go. if you take enough and wont be found, then you will 100% die

 

[ilovenewyork]

yeah no it feels like shit km sweatu and everything
can nare
y breathe and isnides are burninf

"Sweating, can barely breathe, insides burning."
Doesn't seem peaceful, although I hope it was

 

[SchizoPolyGymnast]

Somewhere...there will be rest.

 

[desire2ctb]

i hope you are at peace now

 

[Harrier]

"Sweating, can barely breathe, insides burning."
Doesn't seem peaceful, although I hope it was

Yeah, but see how this person mispelled words at the end?

It may not have been perfectly peaceful, but we know that this person is probably at peace.

May he/she be at peace.