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weeping<3willow

weeping<3willow

he/she
Oct 14, 2025
36
i love u dude. i hope ur misery ends. im sorry it came to this
 
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BradGuy123

Student
Jul 6, 2025
167
I wish I knew how to obtain SN and everything else for this protocol. I don't think I can't obtain SN since I'm in the USA.
I live in the USA as well. SN is very hard to obtain from what I hear. I haven't tried. I don't know where to get it from and if I tried it would probably trigger a welfare check from the local police. One federal lawmaker has proposed a bill to ban individuals from obtaining it. The anti-choice people don't want people to have autonomy of their own bodies. They want to force people to suffer through whatever circumstances they are going through no matter how horrible. I am not looking to CTB right now but I do believe I should have that right if I choose it some day.
 
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Bitter Almonds

Member
Jan 16, 2026
28
Find your peace.
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
495
this was in the middle of my usual sleeping hours, i knew i probably wasn't gonna make it in real time.
rest in peace đź«‚ i hope the initial discomfort went away quickly
 
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shegotaway

shegotaway

yare yare daze
Jan 8, 2026
7
wish u already found the peace! đź«‚
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,660
hey, SN doesnt even taste half as bad as i expected it to
just tastes like seawater
i can already slightly feel it lol
guys holy shit
it feels almost immediate
yeah no it feels like shit km sweatu and everything
can nare
y breathe and isnides are burninf
As I tasted seawater just now, I thought of you. Hope you found peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,157
I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
786
I hope you don't suffer anymore, goodbye đź’š
 
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lanadelreyisgod223

lanadelreyisgod223

Member
Jan 9, 2026
33
godspeed honey, it was always a pleasure to see you in threads. i hope you find peace no matter what happened.
 
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RichardFirst

RichardFirst

Specialist
Jan 16, 2021
385
Fair thee well and find your peace, my friend.
 
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SymphonyOfSuffering

SymphonyOfSuffering

Member
Nov 19, 2025
28
Hope uve found peace my goat
 
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deadngoresurgery

deadngoresurgery

Jezebel
Jan 10, 2026
42
in a few hours, i will be attempting with SN . im currently writing this with everythinf ready and set up, im just waiting for everyone else to go to sleep

some of you who have access to the sanctuary may have seen my head up yesterday, and for those wondering about the protocol i will be using its also in that post: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/attempting-ctb-with-sn-tomorrow-my-protocol.231458/

i really have nothing esle to say. i took a warm bath earlier today to relieve and clean myself, and i have been fasting for around 36 hours now, so i am pretty hopeful for this attempt, as i also have everything needed on the typical protocol except the benzos

i'm very glad to be sharing this precious moment with you all. im making this thread so when i go through with it, i can give live feedback about how it feels and how it goes, and answer whatever questions some of you may have.







i'm sorry it had to be this way. but i hope you will rest in peace <3
 
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