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calavera

calavera

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Dec 11, 2019
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2days ago I drank 20g of sodium nitrite mixed with water, the taste was so awful I drank 1,5l of water with it. I remembered that I have 50mg of quetiapine, took it and fell asleep. Sadly I woke up after an hour and vomited, but mostly water. Slept again hoping I won't wake up this morning... I did. The worst day of my life. Out of desperation took about 20g of sodium nitrAte, didn't vomit just slept all day, and woke up with severe head pain. Now It's the second morning and I feel fine physically, just a little dizzy. What do I do now? I feel so hopeless.. How much time before blackout do you have in partial suspension method? How painful is it?
 
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overandout

Experienced
Feb 28, 2019
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2days ago I drank 20g of sodium nitrite mixed with water, the taste was so awful I drank 1,5l of water with it. I remembered that I have 50mg of quetiapine, took it and fell asleep. Sadly I woke up after an hour and vomited, but mostly water. Slept again hoping I won't wake up this morning... I did. The worst day of my life. Out of desperation took about 20g of sodium nitrAte, didn't vomit just slept all day, and woke up with severe head pain. Now It's the second morning and I feel fine physically, just a little dizzy. What do I do now? I feel so hopeless.. How much time before blackout do you have in partial suspension method? How painful is it?

Sorry to hear it wasn't successful for you. Where did you get your SN from? Did you test it with your blood to see if it changed colour?
 
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edward77

Member
Dec 20, 2019
67
2days ago I drank 20g of sodium nitrite mixed with water, the taste was so awful I drank 1,5l of water with it. I remembered that I have 50mg of quetiapine, took it and fell asleep. Sadly I woke up after an hour and vomited, but mostly water. Slept again hoping I won't wake up this morning... I did. The worst day of my life. Out of desperation took about 20g of sodium nitrAte, didn't vomit just slept all day, and woke up with severe head pain. Now It's the second morning and I feel fine physically, just a little dizzy. What do I do now? I feel so hopeless.. How much time before blackout do you have in partial suspension method? How painful is it?
i think ur sn was not original. from where u bought it ?
 
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SpaceForGrace

SpaceForGrace

Member
Jan 15, 2020
60
Sorry, did I read it right, 1.5L of water?

Also, your past posts talked about converting Nitrate to Nitrite using charcoal because you could not buy SN. Did you use the converted one, or were you able to buy SN after all?
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
876
I think your SN must have been damaged in some way.

Waking up is one of my biggest fears ❤
 
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Terminally ill

Terminally ill

Member
May 27, 2019
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From your last posts:" I can't get sodium nitrite, but i already have nitrate, i heated it and put hot charchoal, but it came out in grey collor. Is it good enough? Cause it's the only convertion method i know and have recourses to do. And what precentage do i have of surviving if i drink sodium nitrate? " I understand that the product you used might have been sodium nitrate and that is why you might have failed. Were you not able to order SN online and follow the regimen with Anti Emetics?Maybe you should try and wait untill you can find better SN or another method. Take care
 
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seafarer

Student
Jan 30, 2020
103
I may be wrong here but if you did use 20g but with 1.5l of water that would have diluted it so much that potentially it would take much longer to get absorbed j to body so when you was sick and said it was mostly water that water could have contained virtually all the SN you had put in it.Which would have made the chances of it working very low toalmost impossible I would say. Only way would have beenable to work would to have not been sick but even then the amount of time to digestsuch diluted amount the stomach acids and reactions might have negated any SN by the time it had passed the stomach.

Sorry things went so bad for you. Hopefully you take what I have said in the helpful spirit it was intented I have issues with emotions and empathy coming across due to Asperger's etc.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
According your experience, In advance I hope you're fine now.

You should have tested the SN purity because if you take 20 grms and nothing happens, knowing what rate dose is 71mg/kg. A 65 kg person would needed 4,61 grms. I do not know your weight, but I am going to wonder you like a 100kg person, then 7,10 grms.

I do not know what quetapine is, but looks like or sounds heavy.

It is an important data to know the posology, although SN is not a medicine.
 
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Heady_Cerebrum

Member
Jan 24, 2020
98
The quantity of the water, 1.5L, is enough to cause failure. The SN needs to be absorbed quickly not only to render the user unconscious quickly, it's also so the SN isn't converted to nitrate which doesn't help you.

As well, if your trying to make your own SN you need to check outs purity to determine how much you need to use. I'd venture a guess that the purity isn't the standard 95%.
 
Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
395
According your experience, In advance I hope you're fine now.

You should have tested the SN purity because if you take 20 grms and nothing happens, knowing what rate dose is 71mg/kg. A 65 kg person would needed 4,61 grms. I do not know your weight, but I am going to wonder you like a 100kg person, then 7,10 grms.

I do not know what quetapine is, but looks like or sounds heavy.

It is an important data to know the posology, although SN is not a medicine.

Quetiapine is Seroquel, an anti-psychotic med that seems to be prescribed for EVERY mental health issue. When I was taking it, I gained 40+ lbs and felt like zombie. I loathe antipsychotics.
 
squirtsoda

squirtsoda

Fallen Eagle
Jan 19, 2020
324
Quetiapine also works as an anti emetic for taking SN in place of standard anti emetics
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
Quetiapine is Seroquel, an anti-psychotic med that seems to be prescribed for EVERY mental health issue. When I was taking it, I gained 40+ lbs and felt like zombie. I loathe antipsychotics.
Appreciate your explanation. That is so much weight, almost 20kgs.....I have hear talking about this kind of meds very bad.
Quetiapine also works as an anti emetic for taking SN in place of standard anti emetics

I did know that, but if a person can gain 20 kgs taking it, make sense to use it as antiemetic
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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It kind of sounds like what you consumed was nitrate not nitrite. Nitrate won't kill you it will just make you feel quite uncomfortable. Are you having any respiratory issues? Are your hands and feet in general skin color slightly blue? If you are having continued oxygenation issues you probably need to consult medical help. If it was in fact nitrate you are likely fine.
 
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Amossoma543

Amossoma543

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Jan 31, 2020
116
It kind of sounds like what you consumed was nitrate not nitrite. Nitrate won't kill you it will just make you feel quite uncomfortable. Are you having any respiratory issues? Are your hands and feet in general skin color slightly blue? If you are having continued oxygenation issues you probably need to consult medical help. If it was in fact nitrate you are likely fine.
Agreed. It seems inconceivable to me that a person can ingest 20g of SN and not wind up in the hospital. And this person consumed that amount twice, according to the post. Something wasn't right...either it wasn't SN, it was entirely inert due to some quality assurance issue...or just a very freak accident.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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Agreed. It seems inconceivable to me that a person can ingest 20g of SN and not wind up in the hospital. And this person consumed that amount twice, according to the post. Something wasn't right...either it wasn't SN, it was entirely inert due to some quality assurance issue...or just a very freak accident.

it also sounds like a bucket of water was consumed. Part of the reason we take a very minimal amount of water is to prevent dilution of the SN. Poor Op likely ended up with quite a hangover.
 
Amossoma543

Amossoma543

Student
Jan 31, 2020
116
it also sounds like a bucket of water was consumed. Part of the reason we take a very minimal amount of water is to prevent dilution of the SN. Poor Op likely ended up with quite a hangover.
Yes, this would seriously, seriously suck. It's already hard for me to get up and get motivated to move in the morning. To do so after feeling like I've failed at my plan to CTB seems like the ultimate punch to the gut...and to top it off, you'd physically feel like shit. Yeah...that's not going to be a good day.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,322
I'm so sorry that you failed. Why did you take 1,5L of water?
 
xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
OP, @calavera , how are you doing?
 
vonvonwantpeace

vonvonwantpeace

Specialist
Jul 26, 2019
331
Did you use any anti-emetics?
And also make sure it is 99%
 
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Delia

Delia

Cerulean star
May 15, 2018
230
the issue is most likely the fact that you drank 1.5L of water
 
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