melancholymallory03
Do cats live nine lives ? Or do humans ⏰
- Feb 20, 2024
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I've lost three major chunks of time, I don't know if it's day or night sometimes. Surely this is affecting my mental health but I don't have the means to fix my schedule. I've just slept for over 17 hours, and I'm dozing off again. I took three Xanax before I slept , and just took a half of one . I've got a medium tolerance . What's the longest you guys have slept? Is it possible for me to just doze off into a permanent sleep?
I also had some of the most vivid dreams ever because I forgot to take my setraline
But it felt like my dreams were super real, I even woke up and checked my closet because I thought someone could still be inside it, and I remembered someone's shoes from over five years ago that I would never surface this memory myself. I hope I can go back into a dream , dreams are always better than reality , I hate how I can't pick and chooS when I dream though , I've tried lucid dreaming but the pressure applied to trying just makes it fail . It's like a thing if it happens , I just gotta embrace it . I'm hopping to sleep for as long as possible, I'm thirsty and hungry though so in the morning I will have to eat again and return to sleep. I wish I could forget the past, even when my conscious mind does, my subconscious mind floods me with dreams and thoughts . What is going on inside me ….. ~_~
I hope everyone dreams of exactly what they want , dreams offer us a brief escape from what's really going on. (
Nightmare's are not what I'm referring to ) unless you enjoy nightmares no judgement here
I also had some of the most vivid dreams ever because I forgot to take my setraline
But it felt like my dreams were super real, I even woke up and checked my closet because I thought someone could still be inside it, and I remembered someone's shoes from over five years ago that I would never surface this memory myself. I hope I can go back into a dream , dreams are always better than reality , I hate how I can't pick and chooS when I dream though , I've tried lucid dreaming but the pressure applied to trying just makes it fail . It's like a thing if it happens , I just gotta embrace it . I'm hopping to sleep for as long as possible, I'm thirsty and hungry though so in the morning I will have to eat again and return to sleep. I wish I could forget the past, even when my conscious mind does, my subconscious mind floods me with dreams and thoughts . What is going on inside me ….. ~_~
I hope everyone dreams of exactly what they want , dreams offer us a brief escape from what's really going on. (
Nightmare's are not what I'm referring to ) unless you enjoy nightmares no judgement here