lokabe82

lokabe82

To infinity and beyond
Jun 16, 2023
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On Wednesday July 12, I attempted to ctb by drinking SN. I took 10 mg of meto every 8 hours starting the morning of July 11 up until my final 30mg dose.

My ex's mom (very unexpectedly I must add) found me in my car half sedated and brought me inside.

I've been having side effects ever since then. I have muscle spams in my arms, hands. I overall feel very twitchy and the headaches are killer. I also have a very strange sensation in my stomach that doesn't really go away. And starting last night I've been getting some bad chest pains. I'm not sure if the chest pains are related.

My point is that recovering from a failed SN attempt, even if you don't manage to drink it doesn't feel good at all.
 
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MagicianKing

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So you're sure that you failed due to getting found too early? Did you lose consciousness or did it just make you sick?

Some people have failed CTB because they got fake SN.
 
celest

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Hey! Just to clear out the confusion did you manage to drink the sn or not? I'm assuming no? Meto is known to have neurological side effects and there are even severe cases of people experiencing muscle damage(though if you had this you'd know already). It's a risky medication. I'm guessing sides depend on ones body and predisposition. Muscle twitches and spasms are very uncomfortable. I also experienced drug induced muscle twitches and what helped me was getting my sleep back on track. Generally they subside on their own anyways and this is just to help. Supplementing magnesium may also benefit. All this aside I'm so sorry for what you had to go through. I hope you have an easy recovery and please see a doctor if possible meto is a common drug they won't question why you used it
 
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lokabe82

lokabe82

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So you're sure that you failed due to getting found too early? Did you lose consciousness or did it just make you sick?

Some people have failed CTB because they got fake SN.
I apologize, i wasnt clear about not drinking it. I didn't drink the SN, I didn't even mix it yet. I only took a regimen of meto and 2 sedatives. I didn't lose consciousness, I was just out of it for a lack of a better term
Hey! Just to clear out the confusion did you manage to drink the sn or not? I'm assuming no? Meto is known to have neurological side effects and there are even severe cases of people experiencing muscle damage(though if you had this you'd know already). It's a risky medication. I'm guessing sides depend on ones body and predisposition. Muscle twitches and spasms are very uncomfortable. I also experienced drug induced muscle twitches and what helped me was getting my sleep back on track. Generally they subside on their own anyways and this is just to help. Supplementing magnesium may also benefit. All this aside I'm so sorry for what you had to go through. I hope you have an easy recovery and please see a doctor if possible meto is a common drug they won't question why you used it
No, i didnt drink the SN, i was found before i mixed it. hat's actually really interested info. I didn't know magnesium could help. You're right though, in the days since I've actually been sleeping earlier again and as of now I haven't experienced any twitches or spasms. It's only the strange feeling in my stomach that remains. I don't have access to health care unfortunately.
 
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MagicianKing

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SS member "Mofreeko" had a similar adverse reaction to meto.

Read about it here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/meto-fucked-me-up.18696/

I have read about meto shutting down breathing, inducing psychotic breaks, causing permanent loss of mobility, etc. I'm personally avoiding meto completely, I will be using 75mg meclizine for my first attempt.

You can see two examples of meclizine use in these two threads:


 
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lokabe82

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SS member "Mofreeko" had a similar adverse reaction to meto.

Read about it here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/meto-fucked-me-up.18696/

I have read about meto shutting down breathing, inducing psychotic breaks, causing permanent loss of mobility, etc. I'm personally avoiding meto completely, I will be using 75mg meclizine for my first attempt.

You can see two examples of meclizine use in these two threads:


Thank you for this info, I'm going to look into this. I only took 70mg of meto and overall it was not a great experience.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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It must be so awful and tiring having to go through that, I hate how we exist in a world where people cannot leave in peace without the fear of having their plans interrupted just leading to more suffering. But anyway best wishes.
 

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