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nothingbutmybest

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It might be sloppy but I'm splitting the 100G to 25G by using a measuring cup. I'm making two doses of SN because I assume I'll vomit, I'll be taking portions of the second dose depending on vomit amount.

Also, how much time do I have before I can be saved? It'd be nicer if I could die at the train station at 2am I like but if there's a big window to being saved, I don't particularly mind dying in a car.

Haven't decided yet but is there any particularly notable effects of edibles on this process? I am willing to accept edibles slightly slowing down the absorption of SN and THC causing nausea which may increase vomiting
 
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You would need to do accurate preparations, as you would only vomit, feel lightheaded and dizzy, and would not succeed on your own merits. I have performance anxiety when it come to anything serious and know for a fact when I heard both weight measuring by lack of dissolved purity out of the window, you may deal with a half result in your outcome.

Also, I think about half an hour or two... It depends on how your body takes it. Also, don't add water too much water... You only need the required amount and the free floating particles would be it dissolving... it would need to take about three minutes. Don't do anything too reckless Y^Y
 
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You would need to do accurate preparations, as you would only vomit, feel lightheaded and dizzy, and would not succeed on your own merits. I have performance anxiety when it come to anything serious and know for a fact when I heard both weight measuring by lack of dissolved purity out of the window, you may deal with a half result in your outcome.

Also, I think about half an hour or two... It depends on how your body takes it. Also, don't add water too much water... You only need the required amount and the free floating particles would be it dissolving... it would need to take about three minutes. Don't do anything too reckless Y^Y

It being 0.5 to 2 hrs might be tricky but my body has a very fast metabolism, last time I attempted I took the lethal dose (LD100) of benadryl. It was stupid of me to get sentimental and play the piano for so long but when it took effect, I instantly went unconscious and my muscles locked up.

I'll try my best not to be reckless! It's quite hard balancing the cons of being saved against the pros of my own feelings so I might still go to the train station, I'll have to see..
 
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It being 0.5 to 2 hrs might be tricky but my body has a very fast metabolism, last time I attempted I took the lethal dose (LD100) of benadryl. It was stupid of me to get sentimental and play the piano for so long but when it took effect, I instantly went unconscious and my muscles locked up.

I'll try my best not to be reckless! It's quite hard balancing the cons of being saved against the pros of my own feelings so I might still go to the train station, I'll have to see..
I agree metabolism and how someone else's body functions plays a deeper vital role on how one can achieve results, and why it's so hard to know if your body becomes vastly immune to it too and why its great to test before your organs fail at the given rate you try something and because the body is so complex and complicated anyways, its harder to determine if it'll go how you want it to and why you have to keep attacking your weakest vital points. I remembered a former friend who died last year took lots of poison and kept upping her dosage and it played a deep impact until she found out that eyedrops and English yew did the trick for her system to knock her out cold, but by the time she needed the third eyedrops, it was already too late once the original dose had superseded the limit, yet she didn't try the same amount she took originally and nothing had happened... She wanted to test it out, but we didn't have enough time, but she was weak enough that she could get herself killed in any way.

I'm saying it may happen the same way, but testing your bodies ability to hinder its reinforcements could equally play a part in how well it goes through on time, too.

For me, my heart would be something I could attack and render, but my stomach would jeopardize how well /I preform, especially as it relies on certain factors and could break me, and my metabolism is average and losing weight made me feel the affects after 30 to 40 minutes, but it takes some time for me... for my former friend, 25 minutes, so you are in fact correct there, but still try with what you know.
 
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I'm making two doses of SN by adding water until there are no free floating SN particles aka saturation, is this fine or is a specific ratio of water to SN needed?
You can dissolve about 40g of SN in 50ml Water (20°C). You only need 25g that dissolves easily.
 
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You can dissolve about 40g of SN in 50ml Water (20°C). You only need 25g that dissolves easily.
My main reason is I didn't want to accidentally overdrink the SN and vomit it up too quickly!

My SN is very fine so I assume it dissolves very easily? At least reliably enough that it's safer to have two bottles to ensure I can tolerate spilling some
 
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My main reason is I didn't want to accidentally overdrink the SN and vomit it up too quickly!

My SN is very fine so I assume it dissolves very easily? At least reliably enough that it's safer to have two bottles to ensure I can tolerate spilling some
You may not be able to prevent vomiting. It's probably best to follow the protocol with 25g in 50ml water. SN dissolves easily in water whether it's fine or clumped. To have a backup glass is a good idea.
 
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