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fyer

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Hi. i've written the post here recently. i just wanted to have a little comversation about it, espiecially if someone has a positive attitude to this method. i don't want to be scared more than necessary, but i think its the only relatively peaceful option i have an access to
 
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sorry i dont think you should ask this to people.

because even if somebody tells you about it you still need to convince yourself.

someone has a positive attitude to this method
i think those that has positieve feedback about it are dead.

i don't want to be scared more than necessary, but i think its the only relatively peaceful option i have an access to
im sorry but its onfortunely not "lets go sleep" and its done.

you need to make up your mind yourself. nobody can help you with this.

its most likely not gonna be fun either
 
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watch the videos on watchingpeopledie.tv to get a sense of what it's like. it's not peaceful or painless at all IMO. although it may sometimes look that way.
 
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fyer

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watch the videos on watchingpeopledie.tv to get a sense of what it's like. it's not peaceful or painless at all IMO. although it may sometimes look that way.
I dont think i have enough courage
 
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fyer

fyer

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Oct 27, 2025
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sorry i dont think you should ask this to people.

because even if somebody tells you about it you still need to convince yourself.


i think those that has positieve feedback about it are dead.


im sorry but its onfortunely not "lets go sleep" and its done.

you need to make up your mind yourself. nobody can help you with this.

its most likely not gonna be fun either
I think that this question was directed to people who wanted to share their thoughts about it, i am not asking for any resources or hints since i figured it out myself. i guess its not a pleasure, but i dont think there is pleasurable way out, maybe besides nembutal or opioids. but in situations like mine its crucial to choose a lesser evil. i am not afraid of headaches, since my head hurts all the time. i am not very afraid of stomach ache cause in my case its similar to headaches. i am not even especially afraid of vomiting, the omly thing i worry about is suffocating
 
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fyer

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Oct 27, 2025
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if you don't have enough courage to watch people die from it, you probably don't have enough courage to do it.
I don't think so, i am in a situation where there is simply no other way. i have unbearable pain so the fact that i don't want to watch it isn't equal with that that i can't so it. i think many people would prefer not to watch something like this, i am full of fear and emotional pain even after reading someone's relations from ctb, whoch doesnt mean i can't do it. its not so simple
 
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