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CatabolicSeed

CatabolicSeed

they/them
Feb 19, 2020
263
SN is pretty easy to obtain in the US still
 
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sm20

Student
May 5, 2021
132
This is what I worry about, but I think a lot of people, like myself, may not have access to a firearm and are resorting to SN as it at least seems pretty reliable when not found, and those who are found seem relatively unscathed compared to other methods.
Unless you have information that I don't, which I would appreciate if you share, as my method, as of now, will be SN.
Hanging freaks me the fuck out, I tried it and my eyeballs felt squeezed from my head, I just can't manage it.
I'm also pretty sure it's just as likely to cause brain damage if done wrong or found. SN is harder to screw up imo.

I've thought of jumping but that also seems pretty painful if done improperly and I do not have access to a high enough building/bridge, nor the ability to drive to one, nor the funds and wherewithal to be driven by someone else (a service).
I don't look forward to the period after ingesting the SN, I am a panicky person though I know I will not call for help or risk being put in the hospital, I still worry about the unpleasantness of it all.

I really hope I do not feel the suffocation as oxygen is depleted from my system, I do wish I had an instantaneous method but I simply do not.
What I need above all else, is a high likelihood of success. I can handle some discomfort but I do hope it's not too much.

When you say 4 hours, did you get that number from somewhere?
Every time someone brings up the pitfalls of SN, none of them follow up with me to back up their claims (at least, not to my knowledge).
Stan's guide says 40 minutes to 4 hours but you'd lose consciousness still way before 4 hours.
 
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Jkennedy

Knocking on death's door
May 20, 2021
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This happened in England a bunch of time now it's solid to get SN in this country
Think this story was the one that caused issues for this site being readdressed and moved!
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I've heard some people saying suppliers are starting to add oxygen to the helium to prevent suicides, no idea if this is true but it seems like a thing to be worried about.
Dollar Tree is helium mostly since the V-Day balloons are still floating high on my ceiling, while the Party city ones are in the trash since they deflated.
 
Ida_

Ida_

leaving this simulation soon
May 24, 2021
6
Dollar Tree is helium mostly since the V-Day balloons are still floating high on my ceiling, while the Party city ones are in the trash since they deflated.
Helium tanks from these places aren't pure enough for ctb even if they're good enough for balloons.
 

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