SN attempt log

[EmptyBottle]

did she drink it all? it didnt seem to bad for her thankfully, RIP lovely

she probably took a sip (she didn't mention taking more than it), but even a few grams of SN is enough for fatality (25g or the hyper lethal dose is stated because it speeds up the fatality)

 

[Macedonian1987]

She survived and she is in a hospital right now. She only took a tiny sip, but still almost died from it.

 

[weewillywoo]

Ah that's terrible, a failed attempt like this would be so hard to deal with. I hope there's no lasting damage

 

[Macedonian1987]

Do you know if she called the ambulance herself or did someone find her?

She wrote that she called the ambulance herself.

 

[Star67]

She wrote that she called the ambulance herself.

How do you know this? Her profile says unavailable when I click on it. Regardless, I'm glad she's ok.

 

[Macedonian1987]

How do you know this? Her profile says unavailable when I click on it. Regardless, I'm glad she's ok.

I prefer not to tell anything anymore because I dont want to invade her privacy further, but I'm 100% honest about what I said.

 

[Dante_]

Can we not make a gb thread a discussion about what lessons to take away from, that can always be for another time or for your own private thoughts, very thankful the op is safe and stable. I urge that this not be the time to even make comments that remotely judge what happened, that is not what this community is about.

Edit : Like people are not test subjects to analyze, probe and document.

 

[one million years]

I hope all went well and peace came to you swiftly. <3

 

[aallsskksskk]

Ah that's terrible, a failed attempt like this would be so hard to deal with. I hope there's no lasting damage

From what I remember from the ppeh it's a great method because of its complete reversability in the first half-hour to hour (without any lifelong effects). I'm not a doctor though. I wish them safety and strength in these coming times <3 if you're reading this

 

[redsendtend]

I hope you're at peace. I just looked at your Instagram and you're beautiful. I hope you find happiness wherever the universe takes you <3

What was her instagram?

 

[l1ablemistakes]

What was her instagram?

It was in the post originally but it's been removed. She did survive and is in hospital so I wanna respect her privacy in case she doesn't want her ig shared <3

 

[dewdfish]

Hope you're ok!

 

[bakenohana]

Saw this post so late. Hope you're doing well

 

[DanLip22]

I hope you're ok

 

[cluefixphantom]

Can someone write which SN it was? I wanted at least 50g because I want this as a backup if CO fails and found online suppliers offering 100g + but with different numbers: '>97%' or '99,99% 4N'. 'anti-caking agent'. Are those purity percentages?

Spoiler

 

[DanLip22]

It was in the post originally but it's been removed. She did survive and is in hospital so I wanna respect her privacy in case she doesn't want her ig shared <3

Ant update on how she's doing?

Ant update on how she's doing?

*Any

 

[FrustratedMTFtrans]

I thought she had gone and found her peace. She showed herself as a very brave and determined girl.

Taking 25g of SN without painkillers or anti-emetics against nausea and vomiting was really courageous and I admire her for that, in view of all warnings not to do it with SN on its own. And it seems she nearly succeeded and so peacefully and only after apparently only sipping some of the SN suspension., which is amazing, giving hope of success for others, despite it obviously being disappointing for her.

I also admire her for giving us progress updates, from having to lie on the bed, lying on her right side, her heart starting to beat fast, cold sweating, feeling pretty bad to begin with, then peaceful, starting to yawn a lot and feeling sleepier than she did before taking SN, her left arm feeling so heavy while holding her phone, and finally things starting to get blurry and hearing her heart beat. It sounds like a wonderful journey.

She might never reveal what made her call an ambulance and it is her right to keep it to herself. I can only speculate that she maybe got frightened by seeing her finger tips becoming bluish as cyanosis began to restrict the supply of oxygen to her blood and by the resulting difficulty in breathing. Of course, it is easy for me to say that I wouldn't have called, as I haven't yet been in her situation.

I fully understand why she wanted to CTB. She was earning good money escorting men, and they used her for their sexual gratification, but didn't respect her, seeming hating her for what she is - just a girl, to use her own words.

I would have loved to have done the SN CTB process together with her. We could have encouraged and convinced each other that we were doing the right thing and console each other when feeling the SN beginning to take life out of our bodies. Maybe that would have been enough to desist from calling an ambulance, as one of us doing it wouldn't have been fair on the other one of us and we could have then died together. It could even be made inevitable by choice simply by cutting off, hiding or switching off our phones.

I envy her for having a SN source, as that will probably be impossible when I finally CTB. But there are plenty of other ways, I'm glad to say.

I hope she reads this, so she will know how much she is admired, having set a nice example for many of us in similar situations to her's. Well done, girl.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I thought she had gone and found her peace. She showed herself as a very brave and determined girl.

Taking 25g of SN without painkillers or anti-emetics against nausea and vomiting was really courageous and I admire her for that, in view of all warnings not to do it with SN on its own. And it seems she nearly succeeded and so peacefully and only after apparently only sipping some of the SN suspension., which is amazing, giving hope of success for others, despite it obviously being disappointing for her.

I also admire her for giving us progress updates, from having to lie on the bed, lying on her right side, her heart starting to beat fast, cold sweating, feeling pretty bad to begin with, then peaceful, starting to yawn a lot and feeling sleepier than she did before taking SN, her left arm feeling so heavy while holding her phone, and finally things starting to get blurry and hearing her heart beat. It sounds like a wonderful journey.

She might never reveal what made her call an ambulance and it is her right to keep it to herself. I can only speculate that she maybe got frightened by seeing her finger tips becoming bluish as cyanosis began to restrict the supply of oxygen to her blood and by the resulting difficulty in breathing. Of course, it is easy for me to say that I wouldn't have called, as I haven't yet been in her situation.

I fully understand why she wanted to CTB. She was earning good money escorting men, and they used her for their sexual gratification, but didn't respect her, seeming hating her for what she is - just a girl, to use her own words.

I would have loved to have done the SN CTB process together with her. We could have encouraged and convinced each other that we were doing the right thing and console each other when feeling the SN beginning to take life out of our bodies. Maybe that would have been enough to desist from calling an ambulance, as one of us doing it wouldn't have been fair on the other one of us and we could have then died together. It could even be made inevitable by choice simply by cutting off, hiding or switching off our phones.

I envy her for having a SN source, as that will probably be impossible when I finally CTB. But there are plenty of other ways, I'm glad to say.

I hope she reads this, so she will know how much she is admired, having set a nice example for many of us in similar situations to her's. Well done, girl.

I saw her photos on her instagram while they were still up, and she was a beautiful woman. She didn't deserve to be treated so badly by her clients.