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animetal

animetal

a confession, a cadaver
May 8, 2023
90
Apparently it's coming tomorrow which was sooner than I expected and I'm really excited, but a part of me still feels really bad because I feel there's no way for me to leave without causing some sort of pain to others. I mostly wish I could go back in time to a few months ago where things in my life didn't get this bad. :(
 
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squirley

squirley

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May 6, 2023
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If you have a good relationship with your family or friends it will hurt them . I was torn with this for awhile. This is why I've isolated.
It sounds like you're on the fence about things which is fine.
you want to go back... feel bad. Etc.
You're somewhat new here.
There is a recovery section if your not aware.

Unfortunately you can't turn back time and I hear you on that. Mine is more years then months. But same concept. So I understand.

I'm surprised you got your sn so quickly... I assuming you're in EU. Either way sorry you've been brought to this. Im not sure of your situation.
Good luck with whatever you choose. Hope you can find peace either way. There are many threads on sn that can help you with it.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand why you would feel relieved at the thought of SN arriving, but anyway it's a personal decision deciding what to do, even if it makes other people feel sad nobody is obligated to stay here and suffer. I wish you the best.
 
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