Finally! ,I have the major item required to CTB.
Now, procuring other items required for this method should not really be a major issue (I hope).
SN delivery nearly got botched up.
When the SN order arrived, my mom asked why I needed SN. I just made up a excuse stating that I required it for food experiment etc and I would store it and handle it carefully. (Luckily she didn't know its needed to CTB).
She hasn't told my dad and my sibling yet (I don't think she'll tell them). I'm pretty sure that she'll forget about the SN that I've stored somewhere safe in home. I hope no one else gets to know about the SN order. I do not want to be locked up in a psych ward and worse. If that happens I won't forgive my mom and anyone else who knows. I really mean it.
Now, I'll wait for 2-3 weeks (4 weeks at max) before I'm certain that my mom has forgotten about the SN in the first place. Then I shall order the test kit for SN and then start procuring the other items required to CTB (i.e. antiemetics, antacids, paracetamol etc.).
Also, I plan to buy a box with a lock-key (the key shall be with me at all times). Then I shall store the items in the box and store them in a different area safely at home where I'm pretty sure that they won't find the items (SN etc.).
Anyways, here's the links to my previous posts and the SN plan that I'm currently following through:
SN plan link:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-finalized-sn-plan.132259/
SN order (previous post):
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ive-ordered-sn-sn-plan-update-1.132692/
SN delivery (yesterday's post):
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-feel-excited-and-anxious.133254/post-2161293
Btw I accidentally mentioned the wrong year in the above link post. I'll CTB anytime after Dec 7, 2023. Not 2024. Sorry for the error
(I can no longer edit it).
I really hope that my plans do not get botched up.
I must succeed in my SN plans under any cost.
I hope to succeed.
I finally feel relieved.
Btw: I won't be sharing my sources to most of the members, I do not want the sources being taken down. I hope y'all understand.
I shall keep y'all updated for sure.
(Btw, I am not fake posting all the stuff. Whatever I've posted is genuine. I AM NOT A PRO-LIFER, I assure y'all that).
Now, procuring other items required for this method should not really be a major issue (I hope).
SN delivery nearly got botched up.
When the SN order arrived, my mom asked why I needed SN. I just made up a excuse stating that I required it for food experiment etc and I would store it and handle it carefully. (Luckily she didn't know its needed to CTB).
She hasn't told my dad and my sibling yet (I don't think she'll tell them). I'm pretty sure that she'll forget about the SN that I've stored somewhere safe in home. I hope no one else gets to know about the SN order. I do not want to be locked up in a psych ward and worse. If that happens I won't forgive my mom and anyone else who knows. I really mean it.
Now, I'll wait for 2-3 weeks (4 weeks at max) before I'm certain that my mom has forgotten about the SN in the first place. Then I shall order the test kit for SN and then start procuring the other items required to CTB (i.e. antiemetics, antacids, paracetamol etc.).
Also, I plan to buy a box with a lock-key (the key shall be with me at all times). Then I shall store the items in the box and store them in a different area safely at home where I'm pretty sure that they won't find the items (SN etc.).
Anyways, here's the links to my previous posts and the SN plan that I'm currently following through:
SN plan link:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-finalized-sn-plan.132259/
SN order (previous post):
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/ive-ordered-sn-sn-plan-update-1.132692/
SN delivery (yesterday's post):
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-feel-excited-and-anxious.133254/post-2161293
Btw I accidentally mentioned the wrong year in the above link post. I'll CTB anytime after Dec 7, 2023. Not 2024. Sorry for the error
(I can no longer edit it).I really hope that my plans do not get botched up.
I must succeed in my SN plans under any cost.
I hope to succeed.
I finally feel relieved.
Btw: I won't be sharing my sources to most of the members, I do not want the sources being taken down. I hope y'all understand.
I shall keep y'all updated for sure.
(Btw, I am not fake posting all the stuff. Whatever I've posted is genuine. I AM NOT A PRO-LIFER, I assure y'all that).
