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Hello! This is my first post here. A few months ago, I discovered SN as a decent and accessible method. Subsequently, I discovered this forum, and read the PPEH. (And started using Tor :p)

I got my SN delivered recently from a chemical supplier I found in the US, that serves namely enthusiasts, professionals, and people who are after hard-to-find chemicals.

I ordered my metoclopramide just today, from an online pharmacy that seemed credible by accounts on this forum. Expected few weeks delivery.

Just having these supplies to make the CTB option available, gives me piece of mind and something to look forward to. The world isn't made for people like me, and I'll probably just ride out this job until I retire or die, whichever comes first.

Anyways, just wanted to share this win and my current disposition. I welcome replies, and questions if anyone has any.
 
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